mallory

last night once again i had strange dreams.. this time i was being chased by zombies.. and helicopters of all things.. i remember falling into a swimming pool.. while being chased by the helicopter.. then having to swim as fast as i could away from it all.. wierd..

this morning when i woke up.. i had that uncomfortable in your own skin feeling.. i was tierd.. and wanted to continue my sleep.. but no matter how much i stretched.. or turned over.. nothing made me comfortable.. i hate that feeling so much.. it makes me wonder if im a little depressed.. which is entirely possible..

after i got out of bed.. i decided to go have a bowl of cocoa pebbles.. which while they taste EXCELLENT.. theyre too much in the morning i think.. and i doubt i will buy them again.. fruity pebbles are way better.. even though i am a chocolate fiend.. i tried to drink a latte i made.. but my stomach wasnt having it.. especially after that cereal.. i told my roommate about my strange dreams.. and she told me that she had a nightmare about a blob creature that was obsessed with food and followed her to the supermarket and was eating people.. then i decided it was time to do laundry.. since i havent done it in about a month.. (i have a gazillion pairs of underwear and a bunch of clothes so i never have to do it).. i lugged my laundry five blocks on my travel caddy.. (really ghetto i know.. i dont even have the appropriate old lady cart.. but what are you gunna do)..

while i was waiting for the laundry to be finished i went to whole foods and made an awesome salad.. with taboulli.. chickpeas.. baby spinach.. and carrots.. i went there with the intention of picking up a big bag of cat food.. but they were out..

saturday morning im taking a trip for a week to NY state to visit my favorite bearded boy.. it will be nice to get out of the city for a while..

when i get back im definately going to be really sad.. christmas time is nearing.. and its always a bad time for me.. mainly because im usually alone.. this time is no exception.. eh.. i guess its better than being with family and watching everyone be married and happy.. which can sometimes be an even bigger bummer.. whats even worse is that i dont even get to give any gifts to people because im jobless.. and that i wont be getting any either for the same reason.. at least i have the kitties..