mallory

its thundering outside.. and were under a severe storm watch until 9pm.. ive just gotten rid of a headache that ive had for the past five hours.. thank fucking god.. i thought i was going to have to stab myself in the ears with a screwdriver to make it stop... or worse.. or could it be any worse than it was?

the burlesque show is tonight.. and im still not sure if im going to make it since im not feeling so hot.. and i have to go to work tomorrow.. i might have to just go to the one on friday..

ehh.. i hate it when i feel like this..

irritable.. umcomfortable.. achy.. and lonely.. its like pms without the period.. at least i havent been taking it out on anyone except myself..

i decoupaged some buttons yesterday which was a good thing because i havent done that in a while..

now im sitting here in my underwear listening to songs by pavement and ride and bauhaus that have been invading my thoughts all day..

does that ever happen to anyone else? have songs by the same few bands in your head for an entire 24 hour period?

i havent kissed anyone in a month.. i think thats a record.. go me!!