malenka

I feel like I should update.

Update.

But there's nothing to say. Still have the cat, haven't talked to the landlady yet, still don't have rent money. I broke down crying in a bar last night but I don't want to talk about that. It was stupid. I think it was all built up in me and it just took a little trigger... just not the best time and place for it. I wasn't even drunk.

Thunderstorm last night was pretty fucking cool though, wasn't it?

[edit for clarification: Crying in public is not something I do very often. The bar wasn't that crowded, so I don't think anyone noticed and if they did, they ignored it. I was talking to a good friend and it was just something she said. Also, I got paid today and it was more than I expected, so I've got the bills paid. Rent depends on how much money I make at the bar in the next 2 weeks, which is pretty unpredictable.]