makeupandsin

So before I go into this story, I have to explain that when I was 18 I was in a triad relationship for about a year; maybe more. They were swingers, who I met on a swinger website. Another thing about me, is I love threesomes. But I like being the third person, makes me feel sexy and special. We went to swinger parties, where I mostly watched and didn't participate. Ultimately the relationship didn't work out.

So that brings me to this Sunday AKA about an hour ago lol. I went to a swinger party with this couple that I've been on a date with, but no sex yet. They had a party at their house, and m shyness got the best of me. I had to leave early anyway because I have to be at work at 5am (fucking hate Starbucks). But anyway, I really wanted to fuck a few of them, but because I'm shy I didn't initiated anything, and I guess being the only single female at the party they were scared to approach me. But all they had to do was ask, or try and I would have. But I really hope it's not because of the weight gain and they weren't attracted to me.

In good news, soon to be great news, I have a job interview at Sephora on Wednesday. I can't wait. Better pay, better hours, I won't smell like coffee. Hopefully I will get it!!!