So I haven't really talked about it, but I broke off my engagement.
I just feel like I wasn't meant to get married.
I know I'm young. But I have a ton of baggage. More then people my age should. I've done things, that I take responsibility for, but have changed me. Not necessarily for the better or for the worse.
Went to a wedding expo today that my mother dragged me to, and while when I first got engaged, I was all about the planning and stuff, now I know I don't want to be married. I really just wanted to leave. I don't want to get married, I need someone who has been through more life experiences to be my life partner.
Also, something that really sucks if that I found out that my tattoo artist got arrested
and I don't know for what, or how serious it is. I like him as a person, and hope everything is cool with him. But also, I want him to finish my tattoo!!!
I also want to go on more dates, I am tired of meeting people, sleeping with them, and then losing interest. Am I just slutty? Or are people that uninteresting? I need to hold out longer. Build suspense maybe?
ehhhh whatever...
Pics.
I just feel like I wasn't meant to get married.
I know I'm young. But I have a ton of baggage. More then people my age should. I've done things, that I take responsibility for, but have changed me. Not necessarily for the better or for the worse.
Went to a wedding expo today that my mother dragged me to, and while when I first got engaged, I was all about the planning and stuff, now I know I don't want to be married. I really just wanted to leave. I don't want to get married, I need someone who has been through more life experiences to be my life partner.
Also, something that really sucks if that I found out that my tattoo artist got arrested
and I don't know for what, or how serious it is. I like him as a person, and hope everything is cool with him. But also, I want him to finish my tattoo!!!
I also want to go on more dates, I am tired of meeting people, sleeping with them, and then losing interest. Am I just slutty? Or are people that uninteresting? I need to hold out longer. Build suspense maybe?
ehhhh whatever...
Pics.
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there's nothing wrong with you, don't allow people make you think there is.
i may not have much moolah, but whenever you want to sit down and have a mcflurry and chit chat, lemme know...
hope the tattoo artist is ok
disney does the cute route though
(i'm responding like super late to my blog!)
seriously being young and in a committed relationship is HARD.
it's difficult not to think about how you could be missing out on things.
like having a life of your own or that you're possibly with the wrong person.
marriage is so serious so if you weren't 100% on it's better that you didn't go through
with something that wasn't right.