I'm still sore.
I finally got to have sex in my car. A car. Any car. What I've always wanted to do.
It hurt like hell, lol. I always imagined the backseat. Front seats, wtf? It was awesome. I guess I have to give it to J, he has fulfilled 2 of my all time sexual fantasies. Even though I will never date him, we're...
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I finally got to have sex in my car. A car. Any car. What I've always wanted to do.
It hurt like hell, lol. I always imagined the backseat. Front seats, wtf? It was awesome. I guess I have to give it to J, he has fulfilled 2 of my all time sexual fantasies. Even though I will never date him, we're...
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altamedic:
woohooo congrats!!!! now you have to come up with 2 new all time sexual fantasies lol...
wildy:
wow soooo cute
COngrats!
COngrats!
altamedic:
woohooo congrats!!!! and such a cutie too!! must take after her auntie 
I have been harrassed again. Yeah. For no reason. Chris, Dan, if you're on here, ever looking at my profile, whatever, tell her to leave me alone. I have not contacted her, nothing to do with her since the last time she was harrassing and threatening me. I've spent the last two weeks mending friendships with people around here, I'm not interested in drama, fighting,...
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schiavona:
Jeez, yeah, leave makebelieve alone. She's not being the wanker...wankette?...here, she's trying to move on. So should you.
Missed you. you okay?
Missed you. you okay?
I am being CONSTANTLY reminded of my ex, Andy. He was my great love. It's been almost 2 years since I made the biggest mistake of my life by cheating and ending that relationship. So I guess you can say I've been in love with him one way or another for over 7 years now. And it sucks. He haunts my dreams. My alarm woke...
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schiavona:
Sweetie, cheating was unfortunate, but you can't beat yourself up for his inability to move on. You, on the other hand, have to move on. You are continuing to beat yourself up for this, and you have to stop. (and what do you mean you blacked out and don't remember the cheating?) Maybe you need a change of scenery, maybe you need to get someplace else and start over. Maybe you just need to come down here and hang out with us for a while. I'm a pretty good second to therapy. 
But first of all, you have to forgive yourself. You are only human. Mistakes are how we learn. You deserve to be happy, and you will be. It doesn't matter if he can or cannot forgive you, because you are moving on to better things.
Just remember, we have a room down here just waiting for you, and lots of people who would love to help you feel better and see how amazing you are.
Love you.
But first of all, you have to forgive yourself. You are only human. Mistakes are how we learn. You deserve to be happy, and you will be. It doesn't matter if he can or cannot forgive you, because you are moving on to better things.
Just remember, we have a room down here just waiting for you, and lots of people who would love to help you feel better and see how amazing you are.
Love you.
sadista:
^^^Schiavona's the best.
This guy's name isn't Josh, but he's pretty dumb all the same. I think clueless/naive would be a better word. Seems like he lives his whole life on the internet and never goes outside of his house...cause he can't drive.
This guy's name isn't Josh, but he's pretty dumb all the same. I think clueless/naive would be a better word. Seems like he lives his whole life on the internet and never goes outside of his house...cause he can't drive.
I'm between jobs.
But I'm okay with it. For now.
Thanks for the well wishes. I'm okay for now.
If I can't get a job though, it might be a one way ticket back to the parents' house. Could be worse I'm sure.
But I'm okay with it. For now.
Thanks for the well wishes. I'm okay for now.
If I can't get a job though, it might be a one way ticket back to the parents' house. Could be worse I'm sure.
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ikcsmiley:
You should go out tonight and see some beautiful women and forget your problems: Bootstrap Burlesque - 10 PM - Hookah Joes
This pretty woman preforms there: BriarRose
This pretty woman preforms there: BriarRose
ikcsmiley:
Hope EarthFare works out for you (sounds better than Ingles )
)I don't know what to say anymore.
I'm super depressed. I don't know why. I don't want to go to work. I didn't go today. I was on vacation the past week, and just decided I wasn't going in. Originally I wasn't supposed to come back until tomorrow. But I did tell them I'd be back Wednesday. They've called, I haven't answered. I told them...
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I'm super depressed. I don't know why. I don't want to go to work. I didn't go today. I was on vacation the past week, and just decided I wasn't going in. Originally I wasn't supposed to come back until tomorrow. But I did tell them I'd be back Wednesday. They've called, I haven't answered. I told them...
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hellboy7:
Do whatever you have to get yourself better.Just don't give up. K?
-H7
-H7
catwithoutagrin:
Call me. Seriously. I know you don't feel like talking to anyone, but call me anyway. I'm thinking about you!
Haven't updated in awhile. Blast.
I've been saying "blast" a lot lately. I am not so sure why. I'm also not sure how I feel about this "Cassie Suicide". Novel idea, no pun intended. But seriously? There are so many girls out there trying to get their sets up and a cartoon gets it? Ok, comic. You know I'm a comic fan, got the Buffy...
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I've been saying "blast" a lot lately. I am not so sure why. I'm also not sure how I feel about this "Cassie Suicide". Novel idea, no pun intended. But seriously? There are so many girls out there trying to get their sets up and a cartoon gets it? Ok, comic. You know I'm a comic fan, got the Buffy...
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sadista:
That is so weird--one of my friends had a VERY similar dream about Britney Spears.
There are so many vampire stories out there and they all have their own rules. But I still say no vampire should have stubble. It's just not cool.
There are so many vampire stories out there and they all have their own rules. But I still say no vampire should have stubble. It's just not cool.
I haven't had a cig since Saturday night, or Sunday morning, whichever you prefer. My nails are about gone. I keep sniffing my fingers (don't be gross) looking for that sweet tobacco smell. But it is not there. But the thought of lighting a cigarette makes me feel ill, so that is what stops me! That's exactly how I quit the last time (not to...
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ikcsmiley:
With friends like that, who needs enemies? Things will be better now that you are getting rid of two bad habits (smoking, and that dude 
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Things will be better now that you are getting rid of two bad habits (smoking, and that dude )Crazy people are harrassing me again.
I think I'm on speaking terms again with Josh.
I'm becoming more comfortable in my job.
There is no room in the freezer or fridge, or cupboards so I cannot go grocery shopping.
I think I'm on speaking terms again with Josh.
I'm becoming more comfortable in my job.
There is no room in the freezer or fridge, or cupboards so I cannot go grocery shopping.
schiavona:
I'm glad things seem to be looking up a bit for you. But those people best leave you alone.
So I changed my name again. I get so bored with myself.
My friend tried to sleep with me last week. Not so much friends with him anymore.
I don't know why I'm not more hungover today. I drank wayyyyy too much last night. Many jello shots as well. But I had fun. Made out with some guy I hung out with all night. Still...
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My friend tried to sleep with me last week. Not so much friends with him anymore.
I don't know why I'm not more hungover today. I drank wayyyyy too much last night. Many jello shots as well. But I had fun. Made out with some guy I hung out with all night. Still...
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ikcsmiley:
(4) - We will miss you
ikcsmiley:
No more 
- time for 
- time for