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Well the tiramisu was a total success but the bottle of chiani has left me feeling pretty sore today!

And not because I did anything other than drink it....

Before you ask.

You gotta love days out on a jolly with the company...

Free lunch and explosions all day!

Things are getting easier by the day.

Maybe not physically (the Ten Tors did not do me any good - ouch!) but I'm coming to understand what I have to do now.

I've done a lot right in 2009 but I've made some huge mistakes too.

Will I ever find another person who's that good at giving head? Will I have the time to love...
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I know I'm not alone. I know a million other people feel the way I do.

But that doesn't stop the pain being so visceral. It doesn't mean I don't ache to have her back with me.

I can't sink into this. It's been so long now. A year, punctuated with eqaul happiness and anger. No wonder I have no idea how I feel.

How...
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Why is it that you always want what you absolutely can't have.

How can you make someone fall in love with you in seven days and yet have barely any felings for them yourself.

When does losing someone stop hurting.

where will the next stream of guilt, hatred and passion come from.

I don't quite know how to feel today.

I've been rushed. Slow.

I've been happy. Fucked off.

Anxious. Mildly drunk.

I need something? But I'm not sure what. Whisky doesn't seem strong enough.

Cigarettes are a bad idea.

Maybe I need to pull my muscles apart at the gym tomorrow. Get rid of whatever this feeling is.

Run it out. Run until my vision goes...
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YES!! No-one will care but the 3rd party insurance came through for this weekend!!

Guns, explosions, smoke and girls modelling in the woods!!

What more do I want from life??

The end of a great day.

Well....almost the end. I guess there's two hours left so anything could still happen. Ok.

Almost the end of a great day.

Picked up the pyros for next weeks photoshoot this morning down in Kent. Gorgeous morning at the dockyards, light breeze blowing through the massive shed that housed the old ships. Soul warming sunshine heating up the people...
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What a gorgeous day. It felt good to step out of the front door this moring. Warm air just enveloped me and made me wish I wasn't on my way to work.

It was the same as I walked out of the revolving doors. The thickness of the heat after the air conditioning.

Coming home to find another job for me blowing things up. This...
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I'm amazed I've made it through today. Something was against me from the moment I woke up.

I won't list the endless minor annoyances of the day but if I do ever see the bird that did that to my front dorr handle I'll put a .22 through it's chest!

Meanwhile, in the land of me, the TrailWalker event has come and gone for 2009....
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