Things are getting easier by the day.
Maybe not physically (the Ten Tors did not do me any good - ouch!) but I'm coming to understand what I have to do now.
I've done a lot right in 2009 but I've made some huge mistakes too.
Will I ever find another person who's that good at giving head? Will I have the time to love someone deeply enough for me to be able to get back that level of pure intimacy where nothing need be spoken but every second is pure, soul drenching pleasure?
Never more so than at times like this do I remember how little time there is and how quickly all this disappears. A life so short but yet the longest thing I'll know. A lifetime of joy or one error and what might seem like an eternity of miserable, energy sapping sadness.
It's all to easy to get things wrong. It's all to simple looking back.
It's time to take my failure and use it to drive me to look forward.
Maybe not physically (the Ten Tors did not do me any good - ouch!) but I'm coming to understand what I have to do now.
I've done a lot right in 2009 but I've made some huge mistakes too.
Will I ever find another person who's that good at giving head? Will I have the time to love someone deeply enough for me to be able to get back that level of pure intimacy where nothing need be spoken but every second is pure, soul drenching pleasure?
Never more so than at times like this do I remember how little time there is and how quickly all this disappears. A life so short but yet the longest thing I'll know. A lifetime of joy or one error and what might seem like an eternity of miserable, energy sapping sadness.
It's all to easy to get things wrong. It's all to simple looking back.
It's time to take my failure and use it to drive me to look forward.
machiko:
lol i wanna piss in a bottle, no wait, in her face actually!!