I feel like I need to say something, but I never know what to say.
I went to Rameys funeral today. I never knew him as well as I wished I had. I went to be supportive of my sister and my friends who knew him the best but the whole time I just seemed worthless. My friends always had someone else who could comfort them more. I just stood around and looked like an ass. I never had any words for any of them. My presence was just that of some guy who is always around, but nobody knows.
My sister, whom I felt the most for, barely even acknowledged my presence. She spent the whole time ignoring me, like she didnt even want me around. I want to help her. I want to be there for her. But she doesnt even care about me. What have I done to deserve this. That my own sister sees me as less than a stranger.
Why?
I went to Rameys funeral today. I never knew him as well as I wished I had. I went to be supportive of my sister and my friends who knew him the best but the whole time I just seemed worthless. My friends always had someone else who could comfort them more. I just stood around and looked like an ass. I never had any words for any of them. My presence was just that of some guy who is always around, but nobody knows.
My sister, whom I felt the most for, barely even acknowledged my presence. She spent the whole time ignoring me, like she didnt even want me around. I want to help her. I want to be there for her. But she doesnt even care about me. What have I done to deserve this. That my own sister sees me as less than a stranger.
Why?
eponine:
i hate funerals. the one you went to sounds especially bad.
eponine:
yeah, it's the one right inside the entrance door...i was standing in line for imax tickets and i noticed i was right under it, so...i thought it would be a neat picture. 
