Here's a little look into what I think during the day.......
The other day on my way to work I was thinking about my Sister. Not in a good way because we hate each other. See the deal with my Sister and I is that I'm the oldest and when we were growing up I would get some special treatment because I was more responsible and I would earn it. That didn't matter to her, if I got somthing then she should get one too. It even has progressed into Adolescences. I got a good job and so I wanted to good car too. My dad cosigned but did not give up any money and I go a '93 Honda Civic SI hatchback. A few months later, my sister guilted my dad into cosigning for a '95 Honda Civic Sedan with no money down. They pretty much gave it to her even though she had a unreliable crap job. She got it on the fact that she's a chick (because their more responible
) and my dad's good credit. Low and behold a few months later she totaled it and my dad got stuck paying $3,000 to pay it off (yes they had full insurance but the wouldn't pay it off). But that didn't really bother her, she thought it would be no problem to get another new car.
Fast forward a few years......
Now she's married and has a kid and she was kind enough to rub it in when I saw her. But I didn't let it bother me, see my family is white trash and my sister has not fell far from the tree. She gave her daughter a stripper name......Raven.....yes, she named her Raven.
Well any way I was thinking about how she got to breeding early with no plan in life and with a complete loser. I on the other hand am taking my sweet ass time, getting myself a good life and not just picking the first lady who opens her legs to me.
Well then I saw a lady who I know getting ready to walk into the plant. Then I started thinking about her life. See she had a daughter who died in a car accident with her ex-husband (the girls dad) about a year ago. He was drinking and ran the car under a Tri-met bus coming the other way. I thought there was a person who had her life and everything that meant something to her for the last 15 years wiped away in a instant. Now she is too old to start over and when she dies it will be a very lonely. Her future ends with her.
So the dilemia is that do I bust out the kids and know that at least some of them make it in life, but they might not be productive members of society. Or do I try to focus and make sure that's I don't have mongrels and that they have a better life then I did. But knowing that in a instant it could become nothing.
Hmmm what to do, what to do?
Infidel
P.S. I hope you like that little story, if not then you can go to my website that I have under my contact tab and post your complaint there.
The other day on my way to work I was thinking about my Sister. Not in a good way because we hate each other. See the deal with my Sister and I is that I'm the oldest and when we were growing up I would get some special treatment because I was more responsible and I would earn it. That didn't matter to her, if I got somthing then she should get one too. It even has progressed into Adolescences. I got a good job and so I wanted to good car too. My dad cosigned but did not give up any money and I go a '93 Honda Civic SI hatchback. A few months later, my sister guilted my dad into cosigning for a '95 Honda Civic Sedan with no money down. They pretty much gave it to her even though she had a unreliable crap job. She got it on the fact that she's a chick (because their more responible
) and my dad's good credit. Low and behold a few months later she totaled it and my dad got stuck paying $3,000 to pay it off (yes they had full insurance but the wouldn't pay it off). But that didn't really bother her, she thought it would be no problem to get another new car.
Fast forward a few years......
Now she's married and has a kid and she was kind enough to rub it in when I saw her. But I didn't let it bother me, see my family is white trash and my sister has not fell far from the tree. She gave her daughter a stripper name......Raven.....yes, she named her Raven.
Well any way I was thinking about how she got to breeding early with no plan in life and with a complete loser. I on the other hand am taking my sweet ass time, getting myself a good life and not just picking the first lady who opens her legs to me.
Well then I saw a lady who I know getting ready to walk into the plant. Then I started thinking about her life. See she had a daughter who died in a car accident with her ex-husband (the girls dad) about a year ago. He was drinking and ran the car under a Tri-met bus coming the other way. I thought there was a person who had her life and everything that meant something to her for the last 15 years wiped away in a instant. Now she is too old to start over and when she dies it will be a very lonely. Her future ends with her.
So the dilemia is that do I bust out the kids and know that at least some of them make it in life, but they might not be productive members of society. Or do I try to focus and make sure that's I don't have mongrels and that they have a better life then I did. But knowing that in a instant it could become nothing.
Hmmm what to do, what to do?
Infidel
P.S. I hope you like that little story, if not then you can go to my website that I have under my contact tab and post your complaint there.
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I say for you and your delima, just wait for things to happen. Because they will, everything happens for a reason.
Also, thanks for the comment and I will see you at Disneyland.
-Nate