Utopia is the death of a civilation 
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emily:
death..
bionicfemme:
I think you should make Christmas cards out of your profile pic!
The weekend is here again, I think I'm going to take it easy. The next two weekends are going to be pretty hecktic and I need to conserve my energy. 
I'm also looking forward to getting back to work. When I off for a whole week, it feels like I don't get anything done. Then the depression starts kicking in and who needs that.
And...
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I'm also looking forward to getting back to work. When I off for a whole week, it feels like I don't get anything done. Then the depression starts kicking in and who needs that.
And...
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alyssum:
Thank you too, today it was especially nice seeing comments on my journal, reminding me of the good things in life when I'm so mired in my own crap today. 
emily:
i might not be homeless after all
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nala:
i heard I dont look that bad in the morning
m1e2r3l4i5s:
baby you can have as many gold stars as you want!
Got the call today and their going to let me take another week off. YEAAA 
On a more serious note, I said goodbye to a girl I've been seeing for the last year.
She finally decided to start seeing a guy that's been bugging her for awhile. But that's fine with me, she needs someone who will chain her to the ground. 
She thought I...
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On a more serious note, I said goodbye to a girl I've been seeing for the last year.
She finally decided to start seeing a guy that's been bugging her for awhile. But that's fine with me, she needs someone who will chain her to the ground. She thought I... Read More
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maxx:
Don't worry. I only got rid of the BAD books. See? That's the trick behind this whole ''getting rid of crap'' thing. Took me 20 years to figure that out.
And I don't feel sorry for you...although given the chance I might like to. Please keep me up to date with when I may and may not feel sorry for you. Thank you.
And I don't feel sorry for you...although given the chance I might like to. Please keep me up to date with when I may and may not feel sorry for you. Thank you.
alyssum:
Ooh, mental disorders, good stuff...
[Edited on Jan 29, 2003]
[Edited on Jan 29, 2003]
Well another weekend dead. Back to work this week, Probably have to work all week too. GODDAMIT 
I will should be able to sneak out and do something fun, Maybe I will go see "Darkness Falls" this week. And if I can get motivated I will write some more poetry, so you all can see what kind of corruption infects my mind.
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Probably have to work all week too. GODDAMIT
I will should be able to sneak out and do something fun, Maybe I will go see "Darkness Falls" this week. And if I can get motivated I will write some more poetry, so you all can see what kind of corruption infects my mind.
I will also...
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nedphlanders:
work aint so bad if you just go mad
alyssum:
Woo for personal abuse! 
Make with the more poetry, good stuff! Plus it gives you something to think about aside from work. My favorite is making multi-lingual or obscene haiku.
I've heard good things about Lola's, I keep meaning to get out there. Motivation, hard to come by.
Make with the more poetry, good stuff! Plus it gives you something to think about aside from work. My favorite is making multi-lingual or obscene haiku.
I've heard good things about Lola's, I keep meaning to get out there. Motivation, hard to come by.
As promised 
I sit in my hole as the chill slowly bleeds me
Remembering all of my pain and failures
The cold slowly draws them from my mind
Darkness overcomes my body and soul
Sucking away my hate and rage
Everything that draws me from solitude
I can no longer feel the slap to the face
I can't feel the legs that give me support...
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I sit in my hole as the chill slowly bleeds me
Remembering all of my pain and failures
The cold slowly draws them from my mind
Darkness overcomes my body and soul
Sucking away my hate and rage
Everything that draws me from solitude
I can no longer feel the slap to the face
I can't feel the legs that give me support...
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kimmi:
Friends would be nice. People who understand me would be even better.
~K~
~K~
alyssum:
Spontaneous is usually good, but this week was the weekend o' busy-ness. End of quarter, you-guys-rock open-bar-starting-at-3PM free-drink joy and free tickets to Harvey's.
Who all ended up being there? What sort of music at Ohm?
Who all ended up being there? What sort of music at Ohm?
Well shit at work is slow as hell, so I now got the rest of the week off. YEAHHHH
I'll have to find something to do this next couple of nights, maybe i'll write some poetry. I've had an idea knocking around my head, so if I get it done I'll post it so all can critize.
I'll have to find something to do this next couple of nights, maybe i'll write some poetry. I've had an idea knocking around my head, so if I get it done I'll post it so all can critize.
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invinoveritas:
lookin foreward to the poetry
madness_____:
I'll be working on it tonight
как дела
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как дела
[Edited on Jan 24, 2003]
My name is Rage, and I WILL destroy you.
Other than that I'm feeling fine.
Other than that I'm feeling fine.
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corvus_pdx:
Let's Raid, rape, and pillage.
You said you needed a sidekick didn't ya?
You said you needed a sidekick didn't ya?
glamerdork:
you frighten little children, don't you?
Well I screwed up.
Stayed up all night reading a book, and I will only get about 3 hrs. of sleep before I have to go to work.
I can do it but it's going to be tough.
Stayed up all night reading a book, and I will only get about 3 hrs. of sleep before I have to go to work.
I can do it but it's going to be tough.
lenore:
you're hott!
There's nothing like working graveyard and then having to get up after 3 hrs of sleep and going to class. the good news is that I don't have to work tonight, so maybe now I can get some good tv watching done. And anything else that tickles my ass.
alyssum:
Now your robot looks forlorn to me for some reason! 
That's about how things have been for me too, being every few weeks. I think I decided it's some stress snow-balling effect for me right now...stress of the holidays, stress of money, etc. turns into a mass of Yuck for no good reason.
I imagine having one's ass tickled helps too
That's about how things have been for me too, being every few weeks. I think I decided it's some stress snow-balling effect for me right now...stress of the holidays, stress of money, etc. turns into a mass of Yuck for no good reason.
I imagine having one's ass tickled helps too
Yesterday was good. Friends came over with some pizzas. Some of us did a bunch of shots of jack. The only problem was that i was still tired and worn-out from the Rocco's party. Today I will be taking it easy, doing some homework and catch up on some reading.
Another weekend done, can't wait until next weekend.
Another weekend done, can't wait until next weekend.
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corvus_pdx:
I've partied the last 3 nights in a row...
I need a breather.
next weekend should be fun...
I need a breather.
next weekend should be fun...
corvus_pdx:
me and some buddies are getting together friday at sunset lanes
their phone # is 503-646-1116
We wanted to meet at 11:pm
and bowl until 2:00 am.
Blacklight, Cosmic bowling.
Hope to see ya there
their phone # is 503-646-1116
We wanted to meet at 11:pm
and bowl until 2:00 am.
Blacklight, Cosmic bowling.
Hope to see ya there
Tonight at Rocco's and afterward was too cool. I had a really good time meeting some other SG members. Thanks for a fun time and feel free to drop me line when the next shindig happens.
Love you all
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Thanks for a fun time and feel free to drop me line when the next shindig happens.
Love you all
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josh:
Hell yeah!
alyssum:
Man, I'm sorry I missed that afterwards thing...hopefully there'll be blackmail material / photos to see from it soon!
Thanks to you too, you rock!
Thanks to you too, you rock!