madilynn

2013.. The year. Oof! This is going to be posted the way it comes to me, so not necessarily in chronological order... I think it'll be a fun ride!

I'm giving up on inserting the appropriate photos where they belong.... the new blog creator hates me and I would rather get it up than get it right at this point... After you read through this, please... enjoy the album entitled '2013' immediately afterwards. <3

This year I had my heart broken, lost my best friend, and one of my birds (Peep... gangsta name: E-Z-P... Easter Peep was totally gangsta y'all...).

I was banned from my doctor's office based on the lies of a bitter former roommate, which led me to a totally horrible doctor that I hate that actually figured out why I'm in so much pain. I spent my first day pain-free in the last 6 years. I danced. I hooped. I cried.

I found out the steroid injections are temporary. And expensive. The pain came back.

I'm almost completely opiate free (especially compared to the beach tote full of pill bottles I had to drag around..) though I still suffer from chronic pain.. but it isn't as bad as it was before the injections. I'm making it. I'll find a way to be okay.

I've lost countless friends to drug addictions, one couple was attempting to sell bath salts in my house.

I've rekindled, stamped out, and confused myself completely in matters of the heart.

I graduated college. I have a bachelor's degree.

My parents ruined the graduation ceremony.

My Buddhist community threw a party for me and made up for my family sucking.

I lost my insurance... I lost my way.

I got my first concussion. I gained weight.

I lost weight!

I'm getting back in shape... I did the first pole trick in three years a couple of weekends back.

I received a compliment from a female body builder model that rocked my world..

I hit my target weight. I'm back down to 125!

My car blew up.

I fixed my car.

I ran away to Michigan and I'm going back!

I fell in love with Detroit, but I still love St Louis.

I have three girlfriends.

I have no boyfriends.

I realized that I am bisexual, but I think I'll be spending my life with a guy, if anyone.

I had a wonderful time in Detroit, Chicago, StL, and Denver was amazing on new years so let's put that on the list too, and at the Miramigua campground in the middle-of-nowhere Missouri...

I've been so far and traveled for so long... in distance and in spirit.

I'm ready, 2014. What are you going to show me?