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madilynn

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Friday Jul 26, 2013

Jul 26, 2013
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Yay. It's Friday...

Why is it everything falls apart all at once? I'm handling it, totally okay, but damn it all things are getting rough!

My free place to stay in St Louis bailed on me due to friend crisis, full house and disaster written all over it, so it's a HoJo for me.. Hello $2 Carnation instant breakfast, and $2 pizza rolls, with a $40 room that may be super cheap due to a club agreement for visiting dancers... but... it's still $40 I wasn't planning on spending. Bah. $40/night. With the hours I'm probably stuck working, I'll be paying $40 to stay in a room for 5 hours before they ask for more money and try to give me the boot.

Work is going to be rough. I can't help but wake up when my roommate goes to work at 6:30 or 7 am, and I can't sleep once I'm up... So I'm leaving in about 5 hours on a 4 hour drive to dance for 6 hours. WOOOO!!!

lol

It's all good. I'm going to make lots of money. That's the plan, anyway. Hopefully Carlos hasn't sold the engine I need to put into my car to get it running again. He threw in a free no-fault warranty for a year if I can only come up with $1250... Now I just need all that money. Damn is it getting harder to rub pennies together.

Everyone wish me luck, I need it!

If you're in St Louis, drop by Hustler in Washington Park IL off Kingshighway. I'll be there. Call me Karma. wink

I'll leave you all with a bit of improv poetry... Hope to chat at you all Sunday or Monday. Cross your fingers for good news!


Memories
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Days pass and years fly by
I focus and dream and learn
Nevermind a set back here and there
Soon it will be my turn

Somehow the plan has changed
It bares no resemblance any longer
Things I used to think I'd need
Failed to make me stronger

I seek fulfillment of mind and soul
Though I am repulsed by and from
I cannot find the other half of me:
Perhaps it does not exist for some

Emptiness is wearing
Stillness is glaring
A warning all of those who do not know:
Life is worthless without sharing


<3 Madi
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Jul 26, 2013

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