madilynn

Holy fucking shit.

Shit hit the fan, hard.

I'll update when I have a way to put into words what the fuck is happening right now..

Think end-of-the-world kinda week. Seriously. I swear this week was worst than the last one I claimed was the worst ever.

Lol..

trying to stay positive... Doing relatively well to keep my head above water with as much poise as possible.

I hope everyone enjoys their 420, I do not partake or have any interest in doing so, but I fully support legalization and hope this society continues to move forward towards freedoms and personal responsibility.

My best to you all, keep sending me positive energy! I need it...

*edit: additional info*

Pharmacy lost my prescription, which is a crazy controlled narcotic...

then, after I evicted my insane junkie roommate, he got his door kicked in at his new place within days... so he, of course, thinks I tipped off the cops. In revenge he called my pain doc and told a sad story of a boy checking into rehab after being taken advantage of by an evil bitch... all lies, of course, but... no doc now.

Cold turkey.

Withdrawal is so fun.. I really hope my new doc listens to me and takes care of me. I'm hoping I get an appointment Monday... they said the latest would be Wednesday, but I think I'll be totally out of meds Monday afternoon.

phew.

there's soooo much more going on, but that's what I have for now...

<3