madilynn

I'm officially so tired I'm useless...

As you can imagine, the birthday weekend involved a lot of being kidnapped, wasting money on food and alcohol, and finally.. worrying like crazy about my doc appt yesterday morning.

Which went terrible, horrible, worse than I ever imagined.. I spent most of the day after my appt crying and screaming through the phone trying to be understood, hysterical. Oof. A neighbor came to check on me to make sure I wasn't dying... then we got pie. Which makes almost everything better.

I'm no longer in that woeful state, I could... however.. use a lot of encouragement. I saw my regular doc today, who mostly disagrees with spine center doc, so we've developed an integrated complicated plan involving lots of pain, probably. >.< buuuuuuuuuuuut I want to run away and join the circus (for real) and do aerial acrobatics... so I need to get fit, back in shape, thin, and pain free. Hope this works...

More to follow later.

I wanted to touch base with you all and let you know I haven't forgotten you- things have just been borderline unbearable! I'm working on resizing and cleaning up the photos from my outting with Lihi. Patience, dears... I'm picking up the broken pieces of my sanity at the moment, and trying to stick them back together with the glue of the wonderful, stressful, eventful life I lead.

<3 Madi