madi

I'm finding myself very aggravated. I'd been waiting for this $2000 I've been owed by the state, Now I have it and the whole idea was to get an apartment asap.. But all the apartments I've found are either looking for 1st,last and security which I can't afford with out leaving nothing left for furniture or utilities. Or they want a credit check, which I have no credit which seems to be almost as bad as to have bad credit and my boyfriend has the most horrible credit I have ever seen. He owes $11,000 to different cards and lawyers. I think I'm going to have to end up waiting for section 8. I really never wanted to be on the state but with the disability being my only income ($450 per mo.) I can't do it alone. And Jim only makes $350 a week but works 40 hours a week. Doesn't seem fair, does it? I don't think I have the mental of physical strength to move right now either.

UPDATE!!! Last Monday I started a new diet and I was not expecting anything but I just weighed myself and I lost 5 1/2 pounds!!! That's a really big deal to me cause I have done nothing but gain tons of weight for the past year, due to my thyroid. Yippie *happy dance*