madi

The black storm cloud over my head is letting up the last few days. I've given up on chasing the asshole who stole my money. You can't reason with an insane person. You'd think the week of rides and countless cigarettes I gave him would have been enough. But no, he had to steal $145 out of my purse. It is also my fault, I had that much cash cause i had to go down to the Cingular store and pay my bill and get a replacement phone. I was giving him a ride home, on the way to his house I had to drop and envelope off at the social security office, there is a drop box right inside the door. I jumped out of the car ran over dropped it and ran back. I couldn't have been out of that car more than a minute. My dumb ass leaves my bag in the car behind my seat. And I didn't check it when I got back but I didn't even think it was possible to get that quickly. He must have been unzipping the bag as I was walking away. The fucked up thing is, he didn't know how much money I had, so he was just trying to steal anything and happened to hit the jackpot. So I drop him off and go to the Cingular store, to find I have .73 cents left. I immediately called him and went back to were I dropped him off but I couldn't find him....

Other than that...I got a job offer to work at a new laundry mat that is opening in a nice town near here. They mostly do drop offs. so I'd be doing basically what I do at home just getting payed for it. And the girl I'd be working with is a really cute girl I'm in IOP with at the methadone clinic. So it'll be good to be around someone else in recovery. (2 weeks clean and counting, after a slip that broke a 9 month stretch.) : )

I've been drawing alot lately too, I'll post some pics when I actually finish something. I start like 5 drawing and rotate around and never feel like they are done. lol....idk... I'm so manic