Monday Jan 17, 2005

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I'm really bored. I think being in Vancouver spoiled me. I forgot my pass code for the voice mail, so when I finally got into it I had 50 messages. Half of them were my mother inlaw. lol... Did I mention I'm bored.
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kahrash:
ooo, bordom, the silent killer. It can tear you appart, or ... umm... shit, I have no idea where I'm going with this one.
akirali:
Just seeing how you're feeling. Better I hope smile

Monday Jan 17, 2005

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I have to switch back to night shift now. This is going to suck.
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germ13:
Awww *hugs* I suppose if it brings the money in you'll be ok kiss
beaar:
I am switching to the day shift....or...is it night shift.....or is it a week off. I think i need to make phone call. talk to you later. ARRR!!!

Saturday Jan 15, 2005

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Would you like a recipe?
First dig a hole a mile deep
pour in half the filth of the world
A sprinkle the ashes of broken souls
A splash of agony
A dash of regret
Shake with the rage of a woman scorn
Garnish with a slice of your virginity
Close your eyes and drink to your death...
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hellsforheroes:
Amnesia haze.......gold cup winner, Amsterdam.
hellsforheroes:
blue pill 10 mgs...always does the trick.

Thursday Jan 13, 2005

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Vancouver was awesome! Everyone told us the border patrol was going to search us and all this drama... There wasn't even anyone at the border. I drove up and sat there at the booth... and waited... then drove on thru to canada. I was laughing all the way up to the city. I wanted to bring snacks etc.. cause it was a 4 hour ride...
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slamcage:
Sounds like a fun trip. My version of your name would be Baby_Baker.
kinkerbelle:
hi smile

Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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Hi yall' lol. I'm happy. But I'm sober and straight. Which is strange. I'm going up to Vancouver BC tonight. I'm going to drink legally for the first time in my life. Well I'm off.

ps. don't correct my spelling. mad grrr... <---(not mad)
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scrap:
Don't drive home and have fun! Beware males who say they are ONLY HELPING :0
z_x_silas:
I've changed my name, I'm no longer Simian_juggaknot, have fun drinking I always do. smile EL SUICIDO LOCO

Sunday Jan 09, 2005

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Oh I have been so busy. My mother inlaw and I have smoked pot, ate a bunch of valium and drank alot of booze. We went up to the mountain and my 10 pound dog decided to go swimming in semi frozen river w/ a pretty stong current. I'm amazed we got her out. I'm dazed And I fucking cut my hair. The bitch at...
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beaar:
sounds like a good time to me ARRR!!!
wooly:
You sound better Pot & V do that ---- spent over 7Yr`s at Mount Rainier & Ashford, even was Mgr. of Sunrise for a season ----Longmier 2+yr`s.---ect' How the you stay awake!!!

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Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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For her... but not for me... I will never be the idol you desire,
I am me and you do not love me for it. I do not belong here... I don't deserve this life...This life of doubt and guilt... I don't deserve life...
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anaphalaxis:
Oi oi doll. I've been rather awol recently but just thought I'd drop by and stick my tongue out at you. tongue kiss
z_x_silas:
For the stains... but not without pain
I can't help but go insane...exit the fog just to enter her rain... moments without shame
what memories can I claim... I have nothing left but... the stains.

ZSH EL SUICIDO LOCO

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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I had a dream last night... Tony Montana was injecting me w/ battery acid and I was slowly bubbling and melting to death. I hate dreams where you can feel pain. I woke up hyperventilating and crying. Stress sucks ass.
On another note, 15 hours in the mother inlaw countdown... I felt the need to clean the shit out of the house, but I didn't....
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yuriel:
im not going to see that movie for fear that its even CRAPPIER than it looks like it will be...
hehe
*sends you food*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
nemisis:
Troy was pretty good...no Angelina in it though, that was Alexander. I love bad dreams..in one of mine I dreamed that I was a little kid having stumbled accross my own adult dead naked body.

Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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I didn't think I would get so much feed back from the beer can comment. lol. My mother inlaw is comming tommorow and staying for a week. eeek eeek eeek What is a girl to do????????? I'm scared, really. First of all my house is clean but its not the cover of house and garden, hers is. I can't cook past hot wings, steaks, burgers and anything that...
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chastety:
Got a friend to shofure me around however you spell that word time for bed got another busy day tomorrow cuz we got a doc appt in kirkland for the baby talk to you soon
yuriel:
my lord.
that house frightens even me
mind you im no cleanfreak
in fact im a mess but GEESH!
hehe
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Jan 04, 2005

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Well today was good for the most part. I went to the mall. Ate sesame chicken (w/ chop sticks) and found out I can crush a beer can between my ass cheeks. I learn something about myself everyday. I cut my bangs and they look funny. They need to be a bit shorter or longer I can't decide. I think I'm going to put a...
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zahara:
Do I even want to know the circumstances that led you to finding out you can crush a beer can with your ass?
kahrash:
Buns. Of. Steel. Bad ass Cherry!

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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A new year... hmm... Well two days ago. I hoped there would be alittle change, but its the same old shit. Atleast I'm alive and feeling healthy. I'm so stuck on the nightshift thing. I feel like a vampire. I don't really like the sun anyway.

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selfcontaining:
Sorry for the late response. December was a very busy month. Too much fun too much booze smile

I went to Whistler/Blackcomb.
Yes, the drinking age is 19.
It is sort of strange being in the bars when most of the people there are 10 years younger than me and I can't stop looking at their asses. blush
I'm a dirty old man.

Hope your new year is a great one!!!!
nemisis:
fuck . I feel your pain sister...I never seem to sleep when I'm supposed to, fuckit I sleep when I feel like it. think maybe my melotonin levels are cracked out or something allway up way too late with way too much life in me for the hour..day time..fuck it i'm dead
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