I always say I wont do it again...and i always do. I wish I could have the strength to stop, to call someone, something......but I dont. I want their help, but I dont want to be a bother or worry to someone.....To those who say this is just attention seeking, go fuck yourself. I just want to tell someone.
500g (5 cups / 17.5 oz) all purpose flour
90g (1/2 cup / 3 oz) sugar
2 packs/cubes of yeast (here 1 pack is usually for 500g/2lbs of flour)
2 little packs of vanilla sugar (they're like 1 or 1 1/2 tbs each here)
2 tbs vegetable oil
a pinch of salt
150g (1 cup / 5 1/2 oz) raisins
warm water
Mix everything but the raisins. Add as much water as you need to get a nice yeast dough that is not sticky. Knead most of the raisins into the dough. Let rise (I always cover it with a cloth and put it in the oven at the lowest temperature possible, just to get it into a cozy and warm environment) for half an hour. Fill into a loaf pan. Sprinkle left over raisins on top. Let rise for another 15 minutes. Bake at 320F for 40 minutes.
Kinda sad...had to take out my left horizontal barbell in my nipple today.....the tunnels were touching and it hurt...plus the piercing migrated almost to the bottom of my nipple....so I took it out.....give it a few months and Ill have it redone...until then I am lopsided.