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so... im ok. sort of. ok. everything is happening for a reason. and right now, its not meant to happen for me. but it will. i know it will. but until then - i am going to be the BEST aunty in the whole world!! and thats good enough.

anyway....

LOST tonight... or tomorrow night by the time its online in torrent form. very fucking...
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ladylovelybrit:
I didn't know that australia had targets, ha why wouldn't they right?.... smile
You are going to be the bestest aunt in the world, I do believe it. kiss
I am really sorry about your aunt, really. frown
kiss kiss kiss
phoenixgirl:
I didnt know you had Target out there either...I LOVE TArget, girl, you and I could do some damage!...I am so sorry about your aunt, hopefully the dr's can do all they can....and I am glad your feeling a bit better, I know things have been rough for you lately. kiss kiss
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i think im having a meltdown... i cant think straight, i cry alot, i need to hurt myself, i need to hurt everyone else, i feel alone, im loosing my mind... fuck
gayballs:
fuck is right.
Call up some friends, talk to your man, call a professional, get a little rest, read a good book, rub a nasty one out, take a long shower.

in that order
phoenixgirl:
Sweetie...PLEASE come talk to me, I am here for you...I have been having some trying times myself lately.
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a) she is pregnant - 9 and 1/2 weeks to be exact

2) im going shopping today

iii) were putting in an application for a new house... i need out of this damn flat!! its like living in a dolls house!!

4) ive downloaded spiderman 3... i should go watch it

e) have some pics of my kitties... as i called them in a letter...
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phoenixgirl:
Your kitties are so cute, and the little one is getting so big!! biggrin
pollythundercat:
ur lil kitty looks like a thin garfield!
so u went shopping, what did u get?! anything cool?
when my sister first got pregnant, i was so pissed. And shes 1 year older than me....then a year later, she got pregnant again! And i was pissed again!
Nowadays I feel so guilty for being in Brazil, far from my sister and nephews i adore so much! They live in NY....it hurts not being able to watch them grow up, be a part of their life, u know?
I miss seeing u laugh while we were in chat.....i hope everything gets better for ya.....pm if u need k?
muuuahhh
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gayballs:
The last one is the greatest photo ever.
phoenixgirl:
The new bed cover is great, I love the colors, and I LOVE your new hair, you are too beautiful!!...yeah, GB is right, that last pic rocks!! love
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dont click the spoiler if youd prefer not to hear me having a sad....

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

why does it have to be so hard? no really??

le husband went for his sperm count last week and we went back to the doctors on monday. it was not good. like i mean, really really really bad. an average male is supposed to have 20...
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misshavok:
You're so sweet. Sorry you are going through a difficult time.
phoenixgirl:
you gonna "jerk off" fo rme on cam?....hee hee hee.

Oh sweetie, I wish we could talk on the phone. kiss
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why is it so difficult for me to find - heroes, season 1, episode 2 - no really, why??? i mean, theyre up to episode 8 or something here in australia.... why the fuck cant i find it?!?!

grrr mad

edit: le hubby has just finished dowloading season 1, episodes 1 - 14... WOOT!!! im set!!
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ladylovelybrit:
AWe I missed you blondie tishie, how are things?!! kiss
I hope that you get your heroes fix, seems to be an addiction round these parts.... wink
♥!
phoenixgirl:
What would you like to know wink ...I wish you didnt live so far!!!!
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its hot here again! i cant deal with it!!! cant go swimming at mums for about a week - the paving has just been done and we arent allowed to walk on it. i wonder if we can jump off the roof? but then the question arises - how do we get back out?

im baby sitting my little step sister tonight. she hasnt stayed...
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phoenixgirl:
Hey baby..its starting to warm up here too...low 80's for now, but it will get worse!...That book sounds good, i might have to go pick it up..I love to read, and when things get chaotic, icant find the time either and I hate that...now that I have been getting things more settled, i have more time to read and its great! kiss kiss
misshavok:
Awwwwwwwwwwww. you're so sweet!!!!!
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im bored.

its the last day of my weekend.

im bored.

im cooking a roast lamb. i tell ya, id take a roast lamb over tom cruise any day!!

im bored.

ive played simcity4 for like the last 2 hours.

im bored.

chocolate makes all the pain go away.

im bored.

i want to shoot my set.

im bored.

its still hot here.

im bored....
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gayballs:
nope!
lookin good though
misshavok:
You look so so cute there. I love that picture.

Well, the sex was meh my pole smokin was the main event. HAHAHAHA
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so new set has been postponed... it has been 43 - 45 degrees here... thats 113F where you folks are!! do you even know how hot that is?? its been a nightmare trying to sleep here. i feel sorry for our kitties... but at least they can lay comfortably on the bathroom floor... argh!! but thankfully - theres a cyclone (not good, i know) up...
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phoenixgirl:
ok, that was a cute commercial!!....and the bettie page mermaid ink will be awesome!! love
ladylovelybrit:
I think that is a great tattoo idea!!
I love mermaids and then couple it with miss bettie, how could you go wrong?!!
I am sorry about your job situation, that lady doesn't sound like someone I would enjoy being around at all..... frown
tell her to shove it. kiss
I just want you to know my blondie tishie that I don't say enough what a great friend you are, and I should a lot fucking more. ♥ !
kiss kiss kiss
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gayballs:
get him to work on that shit immediately.


and fuck. about the money missing. fuck.
phoenixgirl:
You dont have to pay for tv?...well very basic cable is free out here, but its crap, hardly anyone really has that, they either have cable or satellite and it costs us about $60 a month for that!