im in love again... and im happy... and content...
gayballs:
whoa maybe you ALWAYS WERE
phoenixgirl:
^^^ yeah..... 
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I...
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to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I...
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phoenixgirl:
wow.
spareparts:
dont be hurt, keep ya head up 
ill be ok...
phoenixgirl:
Im here for you sweetie.
im in a really fucked up place right now... i dont know what i want or what i want to do... i think... see, no i dont.
i just dont.
i just dont.
gayballs:
welcome to three quarters of my life
phoenixgirl:
Oh sweetie *hugs*
im.... in... lust?
gayballs:
in a word-- yes
...im even more confused than when i began... i know what i want though... just a matter of aquirring it...
i think i should stop drinking... things are very blurry - even with the glasses on...
i am so tired... i went to bed at 8.30pm last night and was up at 6.30am this morning... im fucked hey. granted i spent the day in the pool yesterday (and yes, got a little bit sunburnt...) but i still shouldnt be so tired. i think maybe the last few weeks are starting to catch up. no amount of red bull can save me...
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phoenixgirl:
I have alwasy felt that people have soulmates...I finally found mine...and trust me, I also felt lost and depressed for a very long time, I didnt understand it, but now I do, and I was with someone else...that was a hard one to wrap my head around, I thought I was with "the one", but I was so wrong....
has nightmare before christmas 3d just come out in america? i saw it at the beginning of the year. bizarre! i thought you guys got everything before us... *shrugs*
im kinda out of it at the moment. really not with it actually.... i was playing with tonks today - with her chew toy thingy - and she ripped 2 fucking teeth out!! i was like,...
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im kinda out of it at the moment. really not with it actually.... i was playing with tonks today - with her chew toy thingy - and she ripped 2 fucking teeth out!! i was like,...
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gayballs:
It just came on on saturday.
You just made like two harry potter references.
mmm...Madam_Lash and vodka. exciting mix
You just made like two harry potter references.
mmm...Madam_Lash and vodka. exciting mix
phoenixgirl:
I want to go see Nightmare too!
we had the manson concert last night - it fucking owned!!! if i died tomorrow, i would be happy - he played antichrist!!! it was the best fucking night ever!! i havent rocked out like i rocked out last night in ages!! it was awesome!! and today, i cant talk very well - the true sign of an awesome gig! fuck yes!!!! *dies*
nothing new...
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phoenixgirl:
Oh I love Marilyn Manson! 
i swear i am over worked and way underpaid!! but im not gonna complain, i do work with a fucking brilliant group of people (one whom i may have a slight crush on... but im married AND VERY HAPPY!!) but yeah. last night we had a huge game night hosted by EA GAMES. it was cool!! they set up a whole heap of consoles with...
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phoenixgirl:
I think we are all overworked and underpaid. 
misshavok:
Gotta love the young boys. And I agree with all the Irish people are bad.