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...dead... at least i wish... blackeyed
phoenixgirl:
I know things are rough, but they will get better. kiss
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phoenixgirl:
That looks like it hurt more than my nipples.
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all is well in the land of i... ive had one cigarette in the last week - last night at our staff christmas party. i had the ok from timothy, brian and jason... but still shouldnt have had it... oh well. it was only one.

septum is healing well... i canflick it downnow and not cringe everytime i touch my nose. its cool.

brian had...
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phoenixgirl:
IM glad your doing ok....its alwasy super rough at first, but it does get easier. kiss
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a) dial up is FUCKED!!!!

2) i miss super fast internets!

iii) i gots my septum pierced today! it hurt like a bitch!!! ouch!!

d) i quit smoking. yup i know. my boss made me put money on it and all. so therefore i must not smoke... till the end of jan!! gay!! right through the busiest part of the whole fucking year!! i havent...
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gayballs:
are you trying not to drink? I didn't know that
avidity:
i broke after 4 days of not smoking this evening and had 2 cigarettes. but i'm not giving up. tomorrow is a new day. good luck to you! kiss
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i know you read this...

you were never a burdon on me. you have helped me though alot and i will always treasure the years we have had together. i hope you are doing ok. youre a strong person and i know you will be ok.

i will always love you... you will forever be my bestfriend... im thinking of you everyday... xx
phoenixgirl:
When I first left, my ex got an account on SG to trail me..I had my stuff private, but my boyfriend didnt, we knew he was reading his journals, its tough when they dont learn to move on.

Stay strong sweetie. kiss
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end rant...

last blog was rant aimed towards noone here... just needed to vent...

sorry dudes
gayballs:
details!
phoenixgirl:
Are you ok?
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youve got to be fucking kidding me!??! how hard is it to leave me the fuck alone!?!?!?!

so now i have no fucking privacy, no place to fucking say what i want, what im thinking... fuck this!
gayballs:
fuck it!
gayballs:
what's that mean?
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things are ok... im starting something new with the nicest guy ive ever met. ive never felt the way i do when im with him. he does so much for me - which is strange and something i have to get used to. im so used to doing everything for someone else... its and odd feeling when people look after you. i feel happier and...
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gayballs:
so this is your... nephew. cool. cute kid.
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it would appear, that once again... my life is in ruins. thanks to me... again.

we've broken up....
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phoenixgirl:
WHAT?????

What happened?
phoenixgirl:
Well...you need to do what makes you happy...

...if you recall, I did the same thing, and I am WAY happier.