madam_lash

yesterday i worked....

5am - 1.45pm with no break

and then went back for...

6.30pm - 2am with no break

and now i go back today on my day off for...

3pm - 8pm (possibly 2am again) with no break

someone shoot me... or give me lots of drugs to keep me awake... or lots of redbull.... nah - the bullet would be easier....

ive...
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third degree sunburn sucks extremely large gay balls!!

if you knew me, you would know...

- i love my kitties more than anything in the world!! (even more than chocolate and thats saying something!) they are my everything. they are like my children and i dont know what i would do without them.
- i suffer from really bad migraines on an almost daily basis. when i have them - it feels like...
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so...

still angry.

not as angry.

for those who have stopped talking to me here...

my anger was not aimed towards you.

and if you felt that it was...

sorry.


on to better things...

i have 2 job interviews this week. so fingers crossed.

and

gone... lost... undone... fuck you

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you fake, if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?!
Right now I got something to say to all the people...
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all i want for christmas....

- miss polly to feel better... all by herself in brazil... its not fair! someone keep her company
- a happy family christmas. itll be the last christmas my mum spends in the house that we grew up in. it would be fucking awesome if all 3 of my sisters were there to spend it with her. to put the...
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argh!! i feel like shit!!! and jynee its all your fault... no not really. it just happens to be the universal time for all females to bleed at once... and i hate it!! grrrr. i had a big cry fest last night. no reason really. well actually there is. a) highly emotional - damn fucking body fuck fuck. b) i HATE my job. c) i...
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so... feelings passed over the weekend... well sort of. its still there - which is fucking me off to no end!! grr. im back to work tomorrow though, so hopefully that will take my mind of things - or make them worse. fuck knows!!

repierced my eyebrow on the weekend too. hurt a little. just the stretching part to actually get the bar through. but...
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