so ive been meaning to take photos of the new place, for which i havent. instead i have made this silly video blog thingy... ive just woken up, no makeup, havent even washed or brushed my hair and i sound like im talking through my nose. so dont laugh. infact, dont even watch. yeah that would be a better idea.
Phillip Damian Brams was born 8.59pm on wednesday the 23rd may 2007. weighing a healthy 6.25 pounds. he was 4 weeks early. mummy and baby are doing well.
me? im good. almost all unpacked. we still havent finished painting. but i just cant be bothered! i got sick of not being able to find my clothes in a pile of boxes so i unpacked all of them today. and the bedroom is now far less cluttered. i really really really like having a walk-in robe. it kicks ass!!... Read More
so almost all of our stuff is in the new house... well the little stuff anymore. we do the big furniture move on sunday. but it should be easy as - 3 cars, 2 trailers and 4 blokes... piece of cake dude!
im a bit worried about the babies... ive never done a move with animals before so itll be interesting...
so... im ok. sort of. ok. everything is happening for a reason. and right now, its not meant to happen for me. but it will. i know it will. but until then - i am going to be the BEST aunty in the whole world!! and thats good enough.
anyway....
LOST tonight... or tomorrow night by the time its online in torrent form. very fucking... Read More
I didn't know that australia had targets, ha why wouldn't they right?....
You are going to be the bestest aunt in the world, I do believe it.
I am really sorry about your aunt, really.
I didnt know you had Target out there either...I LOVE TArget, girl, you and I could do some damage!...I am so sorry about your aunt, hopefully the dr's can do all they can....and I am glad your feeling a bit better, I know things have been rough for you lately.
i think im having a meltdown... i cant think straight, i cry alot, i need to hurt myself, i need to hurt everyone else, i feel alone, im loosing my mind... fuck
fuck is right.
Call up some friends, talk to your man, call a professional, get a little rest, read a good book, rub a nasty one out, take a long shower.
i hope u find him!