mad_hatter_

So I am obsessed with the finale from Les Miserables right now. I love the raw emotion and passion, Val Jean is a man untroubled by any regret save that people he loved were hurt. I think I may have hit that point in my life.

I made it about 27 hours without a smoke, then I had to give in just to get rid f the headache. I don't know whats going on with Andi but I think it's almost over, we never get to see each other and we don't even get time to talk much anymore. I want to be sad but really i am just apathetic. *sighs*...
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So yea, gonna try and go a whole day without a cigarette, not sure if I can but i'ma try. I gotta work with the worlds largest jackass, so it won't be easy. post more after work about how it went.

Jay

So I had a really fun weekend at the Hollywood happening in Gowanda (It's our annual bike rally) Saw some nice ink and REALLY nice bikes (some of em cost more than my house!) I picked up some new leathers and new patches to go with em. My new Jacket has "death before dishonor" "freedom isn't free" "I love my country but fear my government"...
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My bestie had her baby today Jude Christopher. He is all small pink and cute, I will be getting a tat with his initials soon (I hope). Welcome to the world Jude!!!!

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

so wow this song has meant a lot to me lately, It is in my head all the time and makes me feel good when nothing else can. I...
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so yae getting really tired of the stupid shit at work. I work in a library as a clerk, and we hired this page who thinks she knows everything and has all the answers. if she tries this psycho babble bull shit on me again I'm gonna snap, bitch sees me 4 hours a day tops and interacts with me for one of those at...
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I pick up the pieces of my shattered self
Like a puzzle poured all over the floor
I try to put them back together
the problem is I can't remember what the original picture was
I think it will be different
Every day I find more pieces I thought were lost,
Or never knew existed
Music!
Art?
Love
Can all these be me
do they...
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Wow I am glad to be back I had an old account as Seanchai85 but when i signed back up I wanted a new name. I have a new tat since then, and I am really excited to be back.