hello..long long long time no speak........how's things going with the french then lady......and job huntin of course...lol,is it a good or bad thing to be without a job???hmmmm???lol
bye girlie. my sg account dies tomorrow. it's been great talking to you. hope all is going well. if you ever need to talk hit me up. i'll message you my aim
work is such a bore...im going to be bartending at this club in chicago ridge 115 bourbon street on fri and or sat...come by tip me well!!!!! it will be my first time bartending ...so be gentle with the orders people...lol ne who have a good one and come by and say hello. if all goes well there i will be quitting my full time... Read More
I want to be a bartender! Hopefully soon. Hope all goes well for ya. Ill actually be in Chicago this weekend but Im pretty sure Ill be working all night long. If by some miracle we get all the work done that needs to be, Ill try and convince the guys to come find this bar so we can order something really simple. Like beer and whiskey.
i ate way too much today and now i feel like ass. on top of it im gonna get drunk as shit tonight so we will see how much i puke later ne who have a good one kidies...dont stay out too late
sometimes you just need some time for yourself.... it happens that when i'm off for 2 days, i stay home all the time naked and just sleeping, eating watching tv...
but sometimes i don't and then i am very active and go out...
i learned that i have to do what i like and nothing else...
sorry for not being on for a while im back now though i just needed some alone time to work on my shit and now im working full time and feeling a lot better thank u all though for all ur support and comments they really ment a lot to me so i look forward to chatting with all of u again!!!!
no its not a revenge thing i really do care for the other guy and i think its gonna be a messy split just cause we both care so much for eachother its just that we both have things that we need to work out and we fucked our relationship by not fixing those things before we got together...however as far as stuff goes im... Read More
wow so alot has happened ...i will try to make this quick if u have ne questions feel free to ask. i am getting a divorce...im living with my friend in deerfield....i found out i have anxiety attacks and they said ive been drinking way too much when i went to the hospital due to all my blackouts. I didnt want to deal with all... Read More
Sorry to hear about all the craziness. Give yourself the time and space to figure things out. Sounds like you need some breathing room and the love and care of supportive friends. Things will get better in time even tho it's dark now.
im a vegetarian officially today....last night we saw some pigs in a truck headed for saluter and we both decided we just couldnt eat meat anymore....we love animals too much. i hardly ate it anyway.
I found this on one of those YouTube tangents...reminded me of your journal.