machiavel

After looking at all the proof and deliberating..................I have finally come the the conclusion that I am a complete loser In other news, I need to figure out what to have for lunch

I think it's time to admit that I suck at keeping a journal.........................

I really don't know what to say........really really..............................................................

Hmmmmmmmmm.................................

Homeless because of stupid uncaring criminal landlord- check
Month spent preparing for job interview that I was probably never going to get- check
Spending hundreds of dollars that I could not afford preparing for said interview- check
Feeling utterly worthless- check
A complete failure at 40- check

Why is it, when we finally see what destiny has in store for us it makes sense only in that moment and only when it surrounds settling for something. On the job front......I think I will never learn to keep my big mouth shut duiring job interviews. Yerba Mate' and me are not a good combination.

Ummm 40.......Holy shit....oh no.................

I think Satan is overrated.....I mean what has he done for me lately?

Although I am an huge star....My phone interviewing skills suck. Its like drawing a blank on standardized tests....

I am still a huge star.......