macbastard

God damn it ...im tired.




I love Voltaire.



There I said it.




Have a safe trip back punka roo.




I wish I was in a sleep study experiment, so I could go back to sleep.


Maccool as ice ice baby

Tommorow I am filming a movie! Its a little thing but it will be up on the internet for all to see my harowing acting skills........I think Im gonna ask Voltaire to be my ballroom dance partner. Look out Arthur Murry!


Madumbass

Red axe in hand, Battered on hill.
The dark mass below, now dangerously still.
No wife he has and hard falls the rain.
Cold and alone waits the fighting Macshane.

Last night we had a little SG get together. Dr.H Ericallen and digdug were all there. Awsome fellows everyone. Thier was also a sharp dressed gal with blue dreads who happens to go by the...
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O.k call me a late bloomer, but I just bought Meatloafs "Bat out of hell" I used to own the second album and godDAMMIT this man ROCKS. Yesterday I could have gotten the phone # of a much younger girl and slept with her. But I did not. Some little fuckin cricket in a top hat kept jumping around saying shit like "Let you concience...
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Just saw minority report, It was o.k. But blade runner is still better. I feel sort of like a machine myself right now. Eating , sleeping, working...But not really living. Sometimes when my battries run down, I think about just letting them go compleatley and not recharging them...letting myself slip into the place that is ...

Today is all about rock and roll. Tonight is all about going to dance class. Where the hot hot dancers are. Hopefully they will see me shaking my ass and say "Wow, I would love to take you and your ass out on a date" And I'll be all cool and stuff when I say.."You bet girlie girl. You just booked yourself on a date...
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Sometimes I think I know whats going on....Most of those times...Im totally fucking wrong. I keep trying to figure out how I can ajust the thought patterns or descision making process to make things happen more like I wish....Even when im fully prepared and on top of the situation it gets fucked up. Someones loaded the dice...Time to get the gun and call em' a...
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Today I worked, I sweated, I pushed, I strained. And I fiannially got out of bed and then I worked, I sweated, I pushed, I strained at work. Its good to sit. I hope "she" calls.....


Macbeath

Hickory dickory doc...Man Im really hungry. And good christ I love crappy poetry.



Macfrost

I am back...My Mom is better...Funny, the Doctors and Nurses really seemed a tad less smart than I would have figured them to be. I figured things out without any medical training and just common sense...that scares me. Thank you to everyone who expressed sympathy. I think, now on my to do list is to go to medical school.....

Macback