m_bethany

JOURNAL:

I had a great time with Prince Charming last night, and I am really looking forward to seeing him again on friday night. We shall see what is up his sleeve because I feel the winds of change... I do not know what to expect, or if I will like it.

He invited me to Paris for a few weeks in the end of August. :tear: Key words here are: Paris & Weeks. Just to go! Wow, I still cannot catch my breath still. That is, if it happens. I can never be too sure... things have yet to take that turn in success - but we have discussed.

So, in the midst of all this, I have dinner tonight with someone really awesome and I am so excited for that....

But I miss my buddy. Where is my beloved best buddy pal friend with whom all the sexual tension and teasing accuracy on my part would not be possible? ~ how is your girlie doing by the way? ~

In the middle of all this, "I feel a song coming on....."
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For your listening pleasure, please put in Dido's "Life for Rent" CD and turn to song #2, "Stoned"...

When you're stoned, baby, I am drunk
We make love seems a little desolate
It's hard sometimes not to look away
And think what's the point when I'm having to hold this fine time
I think I'll explode if I can't feel this free now

If you won't let me fall for you
Then you won't see the best things I would love to do for you
Instead you will be missing me when I go
As I want to hang it out in your cold

I feel love baby, joy in the road
And the world moves with me
I feel love start just slip away silently
Quietly take the things and go
And think what's the point, think where's the hope when coming home

If you won't let me fall for you
Then you won't see the best things I would love to do for you
Instead you will be missing me when I go
As I want to hang it out in your cold

And if you find one day, find some freedom merrily
With this freedom maybe, maybe you will find some peace
With this peace baby, I hope it brings you back to me
Bring you home, take me home

Oh, take me home
Oh, take me home
When you're stoned, baby, take me home

And because my lack of family around induces this feeling, please listen through Song #2 to Song #3, "Life for Rent"...

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't want to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't have to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent... nothing I have is truly mine.
***The whole CD is good, I am all over Dido today***
Check out "Okay Amigo" online, brought to you by Liquid Generation (another good site).

Later!
~the angel*