JOURNAL:
For all of you that have made comments to me, thank you so much! I feel so much better today, thanks to you all reminding me that I am not alone and tomorrow is another day...
Besides that, I am a pretty badass chick.
I was talking with my girlfriend last night and she reminded me that I was practically fighting for sex with my ex in the end, and by the time I got it, I felt like I was putting him out so I would get him off and be left orgasm-less. Fuck that shit! I am sorry but a 31 year old guy who is REALLY beginning to show his age thanks to all the partying should be anxious to fuck a little hottie like me... and I am not fricken boring in bed either, it has been confirmed by the peanut gallery....
Who wants to be added to that gallery? I could use a few more opinions.
I just want to be naughty and set up a really nice photoshoot for my page, I just want to show off my hot little curvy body now and then in a month it will be even better (it gets better and better as the time passes, I am loving getting older CURRENTLY).
My employers are out of town today, I am going to enjoy the freedom of no one looking over my shoulder. Or over me at all! I also bought myself tickets to the No Doubt/Phantom Planet show tonight at the Universal Ampitheater and am taking a friend from AA... he is awesome and made me realize it is okay to hang on my own for awhile. Besides, I have a nine inch strap on and I am not afraid to use it... on myself.
As the earlier entries have conveyed, I want to move. I am looking around and realizing that is a difficult thing financially for me right now. No money = no move. But my apartment is so small! My best friend's building is in need of an occupant for not one but two one-bedroom apartments... maybe I could do it by mid July.... I don't know.
I got a new cellphone finally! I got so drunk over the weekend at Griffith Park in Hollywood because I apparently didnt have enough water in my system and I wanted to drown my sorrows or some shit. I passed out. Telephone gone. Now am a Sprint customer. So people who had my cell #, call me and give me your #s! My new phone has a camera, which means pics finally for the site. I took one in the bathroom in my swimsuit and it is pretty good for a "before" picture since my hard core program is kicking in again. I also have to put up the pic of the dog I am babysitting for a month... my bosses dog named Mochi. Actually his full name is Green Tea Mochi Ball Ice Cream, Mochi for short. He is a toy fox terrier and he is CUTE!
I am getting back on the prowl, but I am still wondering if the ex is going to call eventually. I want to just wait for the call and then give him shit for walking away with the promise of a "closure talk" (every break up has one) and then re-nigging that shit. Fucker. I am so mad, but I still want to kiss him.... and suck his hot cock.
No one can blame me right now. I am PMSing (which means I am really horny) and am going on two weeks with no sex. Also, i am un-supervised at work and accompanied by my vice.... i will give you two guesses.
Anyone want to get a drink sometime? I am looking for an intelligent punky guy who preferably lives on his own unless there is a good reason to live at home.... like full time school etc. Age range? Haven't dated above 34, unless they are really hot!
PS - prince charming called me last night while I was high and I had my guard down. he was happy to see i was good but also was a little beside himself when I told him it was nice to hear his voice. Doh! bad move on my part, I am a big loser! a good player does not let the prey know they are in the game.... I am so not in practice.
oh well, he said he would call today. fine. whatevs.
Lesson #22 - Since my age is this, just wanted to let you all know that 22 is a great year because you are through partying like a maniac at 21 and know your limits (hopefully). At least in my experience.
Conflict: I miss the ex for nestalgic reasons and comfort. But I want to be intellectually stimulated, physically turned on, then fucked so well in the grey area of intimacy and fucking....
A girl can dream, can't she?
~the angel*
For all of you that have made comments to me, thank you so much! I feel so much better today, thanks to you all reminding me that I am not alone and tomorrow is another day...
Besides that, I am a pretty badass chick.
I was talking with my girlfriend last night and she reminded me that I was practically fighting for sex with my ex in the end, and by the time I got it, I felt like I was putting him out so I would get him off and be left orgasm-less. Fuck that shit! I am sorry but a 31 year old guy who is REALLY beginning to show his age thanks to all the partying should be anxious to fuck a little hottie like me... and I am not fricken boring in bed either, it has been confirmed by the peanut gallery....
Who wants to be added to that gallery? I could use a few more opinions.
I just want to be naughty and set up a really nice photoshoot for my page, I just want to show off my hot little curvy body now and then in a month it will be even better (it gets better and better as the time passes, I am loving getting older CURRENTLY).
My employers are out of town today, I am going to enjoy the freedom of no one looking over my shoulder. Or over me at all! I also bought myself tickets to the No Doubt/Phantom Planet show tonight at the Universal Ampitheater and am taking a friend from AA... he is awesome and made me realize it is okay to hang on my own for awhile. Besides, I have a nine inch strap on and I am not afraid to use it... on myself.
As the earlier entries have conveyed, I want to move. I am looking around and realizing that is a difficult thing financially for me right now. No money = no move. But my apartment is so small! My best friend's building is in need of an occupant for not one but two one-bedroom apartments... maybe I could do it by mid July.... I don't know.
I got a new cellphone finally! I got so drunk over the weekend at Griffith Park in Hollywood because I apparently didnt have enough water in my system and I wanted to drown my sorrows or some shit. I passed out. Telephone gone. Now am a Sprint customer. So people who had my cell #, call me and give me your #s! My new phone has a camera, which means pics finally for the site. I took one in the bathroom in my swimsuit and it is pretty good for a "before" picture since my hard core program is kicking in again. I also have to put up the pic of the dog I am babysitting for a month... my bosses dog named Mochi. Actually his full name is Green Tea Mochi Ball Ice Cream, Mochi for short. He is a toy fox terrier and he is CUTE!
I am getting back on the prowl, but I am still wondering if the ex is going to call eventually. I want to just wait for the call and then give him shit for walking away with the promise of a "closure talk" (every break up has one) and then re-nigging that shit. Fucker. I am so mad, but I still want to kiss him.... and suck his hot cock.
No one can blame me right now. I am PMSing (which means I am really horny) and am going on two weeks with no sex. Also, i am un-supervised at work and accompanied by my vice.... i will give you two guesses.
Anyone want to get a drink sometime? I am looking for an intelligent punky guy who preferably lives on his own unless there is a good reason to live at home.... like full time school etc. Age range? Haven't dated above 34, unless they are really hot!
PS - prince charming called me last night while I was high and I had my guard down. he was happy to see i was good but also was a little beside himself when I told him it was nice to hear his voice. Doh! bad move on my part, I am a big loser! a good player does not let the prey know they are in the game.... I am so not in practice.
oh well, he said he would call today. fine. whatevs.
Lesson #22 - Since my age is this, just wanted to let you all know that 22 is a great year because you are through partying like a maniac at 21 and know your limits (hopefully). At least in my experience.
Conflict: I miss the ex for nestalgic reasons and comfort. But I want to be intellectually stimulated, physically turned on, then fucked so well in the grey area of intimacy and fucking....
A girl can dream, can't she?
~the angel*
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Hey, I'm 29 and I agree with you that there ain't nothin' wrong with a 22 year old girl with a rockin' bod. If I didn't have a girlfriend, I'd definitely lining up to buy you a drink.