there is me. see me?
that is from today.
I am working on the headshots and the resume. I am going to do work as a print model, extra, featured extra if possible, or do some acting work. Hey, whatever, I have an appointment and an audition tomorrow and this shot was taken at 3:30pm today. We shall see what happens.
Until then, check out...
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that is from today.
I am working on the headshots and the resume. I am going to do work as a print model, extra, featured extra if possible, or do some acting work. Hey, whatever, I have an appointment and an audition tomorrow and this shot was taken at 3:30pm today. We shall see what happens.
Until then, check out...
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JOURNAL:
So things are better, apparently a third opinion was a great idea. Loma Linda, who woulda thought? the hemoraging stopped for the most part, his blood count is up and his heart is strong as an ox. I feel a whole lot better. They did find a something in his lung but the surgeon and doctors say that even if it is worst case...
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So things are better, apparently a third opinion was a great idea. Loma Linda, who woulda thought? the hemoraging stopped for the most part, his blood count is up and his heart is strong as an ox. I feel a whole lot better. They did find a something in his lung but the surgeon and doctors say that even if it is worst case...
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javert:
hahahahaha.....bartenders and cocktail servers always bang each other...or so I hear 
I'm coming out there in Feb. We'll cause a ruckus!
I'm coming out there in Feb. We'll cause a ruckus!
silveronthetree:
Just caught up on your journals sweetie. Its been a tough time for you, but looks like you`ve got it covered. Sorry about everything, I`m sure you will come out the other side stronger than ever, cause you`re a smart one.
lots of love sugar
lots of love sugar
I am sorry it is in this nature - I just wanted to get the impersonal "breaking of the news" out of the way as my reaction right now is unknown - this is a new one for me.
I am realizing the reason for leaving LA was to spend what I now know were the last 6 months of my stepfather's mortal existance.
That...
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I am realizing the reason for leaving LA was to spend what I now know were the last 6 months of my stepfather's mortal existance.
That...
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surfbetty:
Oh God..I hope he does ok...I can't tell you how many people I know who have gone un DXed due to people error...I hope y'all are ok..
I don't think I am doing the Cali. thing this year.. I am wanting to stay down here and enjoy the southern lifestyle that I am so use to...I am thinking the ATL for a week or two, but it would be fun to hit LA.
I don't think I am doing the Cali. thing this year.. I am wanting to stay down here and enjoy the southern lifestyle that I am so use to...I am thinking the ATL for a week or two, but it would be fun to hit LA.
lilmissmorbid:
Hope you are okay. I miss talking to you.
JOURNAL:
my room is so cold at night here... I think I am going to bypass paying my cell bill again (since money is not getting better... more on that in a minute) so I can move more of my shit into the house including my box spring and mattress (make the bed the only thing of concern... will make the small room seem bigger...
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my room is so cold at night here... I think I am going to bypass paying my cell bill again (since money is not getting better... more on that in a minute) so I can move more of my shit into the house including my box spring and mattress (make the bed the only thing of concern... will make the small room seem bigger...
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javert:
Hey sweetie! Do to all the bad weather out there and a couple of financial setbacks here, I don't think I'll make it out to LA 'til Feb....
mojobites:
I am in Long Beach. A malibu hike could be good, I have some different ideas as well. Whats your schedule like?
JOURNAL:
2004 was a blast.. this year is getting even better.
so last week, on thursday night, I was fired. The next day I walked into the .RAINBOW Bar & Grill on sunset and was hired. I have worked there three days in a row. only trained one day, the staff seems to like me, the manager says I am a strong server -...
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2004 was a blast.. this year is getting even better.
so last week, on thursday night, I was fired. The next day I walked into the .RAINBOW Bar & Grill on sunset and was hired. I have worked there three days in a row. only trained one day, the staff seems to like me, the manager says I am a strong server -...
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jspooky:
Remember me? I remember you. This is a SG reunion.
mike
mike
mislaid:
dude the new job sounds fucking great. I need a job...either going to wait tables here in Hawaii or take off and go travel. Hopefully the latter though. Anyway hope you get more hours. Later girly 
JOURNAL:
So I took Katie off my top 5. I had to, she does not respond to my come-ons. It is all good.. just was over-"cum" by the set yesterday with Apnea and Rae - wow, fuck.
The party is starting here tonight. Prince Charming is working on a rewriting the new movie for marvel... it includes a fire-head guy and a motorcycle... shh! I...
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So I took Katie off my top 5. I had to, she does not respond to my come-ons.
It is all good.. just was over-"cum" by the set yesterday with Apnea and Rae - wow, fuck.
The party is starting here tonight. Prince Charming is working on a rewriting the new movie for marvel... it includes a fire-head guy and a motorcycle... shh! I...
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ash:
A lot of girls on the site dont reply to my posts, I dunno .. espcially the really popular ones. gues they get way too many posts in the first place and pick and choose who they respond to ... try to say something really twisted next time, betcha she'll reply then! lol, just dontget kicked off
ixion:
miss you hun! Hope 2005 rocks for both of us!
have been sick... sore throat, could not work the last few days... lost money. paid majority of rent, got fired today. long story. we were both right. moved into the room yesterday officially. celebrated - paid until 3:30 am. got eggs benedict from the happy couple, no divorce planned. went to work to be told I got fired.
fuck. that does not happen to me....
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fuck. that does not happen to me....
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suburban_relapse:
You seem to be taking all this rather well, considering...
Have a happy new year , hope it's fun!
Have a happy new year , hope it's fun!
coolwater:
Happy New year and stuff....Hope you have a great year!
JOURNAL:
sitting in the new house. found out that the old roomie you have heard of before is staying until after christmas. he thinks I come to find that he is staying until they return. I have to clean up the room (bunnies were in there) and the guy needs to leave over the weekend so I can do that and move in before the...
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sitting in the new house. found out that the old roomie you have heard of before is staying until after christmas. he thinks I come to find that he is staying until they return. I have to clean up the room (bunnies were in there) and the guy needs to leave over the weekend so I can do that and move in before the...
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lilmissmorbid:
If I dont talk to you before this. Have a Happy New year! And remeber:
If I dont talk to you before this. Have a Happy New year! And remeber:
dankrubis:
Happy New Year's Eve babe. Hope you like your new place!
JOURNAL:
for my ex.. how I feel and where I am right now...
Rosemary
Heaven restores you in life
Coming with me
Through the aging, the fear and the strife
It's the smiling on the package
It's the faces in the sand
It's the thought that holds you upwards
Embracing me with two hands
Write, we'll take you places
Yeah maybe to the beach
When...
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for my ex.. how I feel and where I am right now...
Rosemary
Heaven restores you in life
Coming with me
Through the aging, the fear and the strife
It's the smiling on the package
It's the faces in the sand
It's the thought that holds you upwards
Embracing me with two hands
Write, we'll take you places
Yeah maybe to the beach
When...
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the_cheat:
Have a Happy Christmas and Merry New Year!!
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
Love,
T. to the muthafuckin C.
javert:
Merry Christmas, baby, and here's to seeing you in January!
save some face, you know you've only got one
change your ways while you're young
boy, one day you'll be a man
oh girl, he'll help you understand
smile like you mean it
smile like you mean it
looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
we lost track of the time
dreams aren't what they used to be
some things sat by so carelessly
smile...
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change your ways while you're young
boy, one day you'll be a man
oh girl, he'll help you understand
smile like you mean it
smile like you mean it
looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
we lost track of the time
dreams aren't what they used to be
some things sat by so carelessly
smile...
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ixion:
Hey I miss you... I've been so preoccupied running the burlesque... I haven't been reading journals much... and now when I read yours... I feel like I missed too many past entries to understand WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON...?
Anyway, just wanted you to know that I still loves ya!!
Anyway, just wanted you to know that I still loves ya!!
falias:
save some face, you know you've only got one
change your ways while you're young
boy, one day you'll be a man
oh girl, he'll help you understand
smile like you mean it
smile like you mean it
looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
we lost track of the time
dreams aren't what they used to be
some things sat by so carelessly
smile like you mean it
i think i am going to broow this for my friend
dade37
change your ways while you're young
boy, one day you'll be a man
oh girl, he'll help you understand
smile like you mean it
smile like you mean it
looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
we lost track of the time
dreams aren't what they used to be
some things sat by so carelessly
smile like you mean it
i think i am going to broow this for my friend
dade37
This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the...
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I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the...
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richard_:
GOOD GODDAMN GODDAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Sorry, just saw your pics and had to give a big ass GODDAMN!
oh yeah, hello.
Sorry, just saw your pics and had to give a big ass GODDAMN!
oh yeah, hello.
javert:
Hey Sweetie. I like that you are becoming stronger...
I on the other hand am having some difficutlites.....but I've been worse and know that this too shall pass....
i see you on the path that I once took.....only yours is a little rougher and you'll end up being a little tougher
I on the other hand am having some difficutlites.....but I've been worse and know that this too shall pass....
i see you on the path that I once took.....only yours is a little rougher and you'll end up being a little tougher
JOURNAL:
so my life has been so busy I have not had time to update.... so sorry to all those who leave me wonderful comments and still no feedback from me... sorry. see what sobriety does? lets me spend less time on the internet.... damn.
"take a chance you stupid ho - what chu waiting for?"
I do not know, what am I waiting for?...
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so my life has been so busy I have not had time to update.... so sorry to all those who leave me wonderful comments and still no feedback from me... sorry. see what sobriety does? lets me spend less time on the internet.... damn.
"take a chance you stupid ho - what chu waiting for?"
I do not know, what am I waiting for?...
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maliki:
Wow your back, its been while. glad prince charming worked out for you. Good luck with the label.
Knowing that God neverg ives you more than you can handle sometimes is the only thing that gets me through. Like the question of if you had the opportunity to see when you were going to die. If you did you knew you could make it through everything else. Faith in God gives faith in one's self.
Good luck
You look hot!