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30 years. Many regrets. Many fresh and some, well most that I don't remember can stay dead and buried.

Luckily, and despite the bad, very bad decisions I've made, I do think, that when I don't think, and just let my gut instinct ride, that good things do happen.

And for as many good places I've gone, there's some things my gut just doesn't react...
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lenacristina:
Yes, I look to you :p Thanks you for supporting my set smile
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Happy New Year SG members

Here's hoping the year coming up will be much better than the year leaving us.

Almost feel like a survivor of 2012 because of all the BS and stuff that went on.

Especially with the snowpocalypse that hit last week, and being stuck in my car for 8 hours and thus being unable to get to work (3 minutes from...
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arien:
Zivity is a similar site that is more focused on the models (less bloging and chatting) and is based on a voting system. So if people like your set, they vote for it, and that is how the model and photographer are paid for their work. On this site the models and photographer do everything for free forever until the set is featured at the top of the front page. Most are not selected for this. So all the time and money we put into this site is not reimbursed in any way. That's why we're going to Zivity. To be able to get a little support to be able to continue.
lzim:
Thank you

Yeah, that's what it sounded like from the beginning and didn't make much sense considering some of the sets that people have worked on over the years that are stuck in review limbo or got rejected..

So.. Zivity eh.. will have to give this a look and throw down some votes.
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And for topics that seem like a broken record..

I'm tired.

I'm tried of stress. Tired of trying to deal with other people who just don't give a shit for good and innocent intentions or what they themselves ought to be doing for themselves.

To expect people to understand certain things and to just know better.

Why do things have to be spelled out in...
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batmite:
Hey there stranger
lzim:
yo!
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Alright.. so to avoid other topics..

GAMES!! really are starting to suck.

I swear I'm going to quit playing video games.

It is getting to the point post returning to casual gaming (from working in video games) where I can't find the time to play as much as I did when being paid to.

Maybe that's ultimately it.

Regardless.. Mike Capps.

http://www.vg247.com/2012/08/01/capps-calls-for-more-efficient-development-to-sustain-next-gen/

You saw what...
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I've made and lost friend in the last half decade.

Regrets? Well that fewer than fingers on a hand.. that's one.

But honestly I don't like dealing with people. Stuff happens and people have feelings that can be hurt when the stuff that happened in the first place was a misunderstanding.


And then there's video games.

For some people, the core of their entertainment, because...
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So what do you do when an old flame comes back into your life and you can't help with could have beens..

Especially if as ever, she's not single.. and it is as awkward as ever

And you can't stop with the what ifs..

And all you can think about when you see that person.. the same way you've always seen that person, just like...
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rastagirlrocks:
why don't you find someone who loves you as much as you love them? Just a thought. smile
lzim:
That would be great
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So what do you do when an old flame comes back into your life and you can't help with could have beens..

Especially if as ever, she's not single.. and it is as awkward as ever

And you can't stop with the what ifs..

And all you can think about when you see that person.. the same way you've always seen that person, just like...
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So one of the greatest loves of my life.. asked me to spend time with her and her boyfriend..

Nothing could possibly go wrong with that.

And didn't. I'm not comfortable with the concept of socializing.. least of all with the possibility of drama.. but hay any chance to hang out with people should be seized.

Plus she'd just charged me with two baby kittehs...
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playing my mass effect, minding my business. game kicks me out. Claims EA servers are unavailable right at extraction.. try to log back in. EA servers are unavailable.. try something else.. something is sucking my bandwidth to all hell. Kill Origin.. everything is right as rain with bandwidth. Load the game up.. EA servers unavailable. Try again. In, no problem. Then why the hell did...
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So it's been a rough couple of months.. and I feel like driftwood floating in the ocean.. I mean 'nuff prayers for Haiti and all.. but seriously.

It is rough because it is just work.. work.. work.. and all I've left room for is Mass Effect 3's Multiplayer.

Since E3, where I took a week off and watched the show.. also it was good to...
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