When you're talking to the husband and without an ounce of emnity he's like, so will you try pursue to my wife? And I'm like, even despite myself, obviously i would. But due to circumstances it would be impossible. But even practically i couldn't think about it. They bring up Tinder instead and I'm like that wouldn't even help me.
I'm thinking about it and since this is all still fresh i nearly burst into sobs because i really do love her so much and this guy knows, and is giving me tips. Not even a day since I'm telling her i have to surpress all these feelings because of how powerfully awkward they are. Plus since I'm driving down the highway, it would be dangerous to finally break down and try to cry all this out properly.