I just don't understand why it has to hurt. Why are some of us willing to endure the pain and not just turn and walk away at the smell of smoke.. but we have to stick around and get burned before we leave what could be a good thing.. but is far from a sure thing behind.
Why you know it is a bad situation and it isn't going to work out for you but you stick with it anyway.. and you get burned.. and you know that you want it work from the goodness of your heart, and you get burned, and you stick with it anyway because you're bored and there's no reason to quit..
When all the layers are stripped away of course it going to fucking hurt like you just had you heart torn out. I think I just want to be done with women, people, whatever.
It really feels like i just had my heart torn out and it hurt to limp back to my bed from the living room. I think I might just sleep it off and am eternally thankful that Xbox Live is fucked up right now.