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once a cheater always a cheater????
is that right...
ive been thinking about this lately alot.

my parents have been together since they were 12. and they are like.. nearly 50 i think. i am the only one out of my soical group who has parents that are still together.

they always fought alot but mum said she couldnt leave dad because everything for example,...
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_ghost:
oh sarah, yeah she works at sportsgirl. you have a crush on her? she is lovely.

i think its hard to break out of the habit of cheating, but i believe someone who has cheated in the past can be faithful, they just have to get out that habit!

if i were you i wouldnt even see that sailor guy... why bother putting yourself through that when he is just going to leave again.
venillarose:
I was always the same as you, I never wanted to get married or be with the same person forever. Waking up to the same miserable face everyday, no thanks. But it does change when you meet the right person. I know how corny it sounds but its true. I believe staying with someone because you thinks its what you should do or because its conveinient is crap. Its the easy excuse. But when you really do love someone you want to be with them forever. I'm not saying that its roses and violins everyday cos its not. Sometimes I want to punch my husband in the face and I know he feels the same way too but the good times far outweigh the bad. I want to kiss him alot more than I want to punch him. I can see myself in 50 years still laughing with him. But I have had to kiss a lot of frogs (way too many to admit) to find my prince. It happend when you don't expect it. You are only young. Stop thinking about love and the rest of your life. Think only about what makes you happy and free. When you are free then you are free to really love and be loved by someone.

As for the cheating... we have all done thing we wished we hadn't. Its ok.
Anyway I tend to go on and on. Sorry
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Im excited about this weekend.

Im going to see my friends that live at Caboolture.
For those of you who arent familiar with Brisbane..
Caboolture is one of the towns that people pay out on and say alot of bogans live there.
But i love it. And everyone thinks im crazy.

Everybody is so nice to me there. My friends say its because i dont...
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i_am_ghost:
Well I think I'm going to need to see your hair when it's done.. Mine needs re-dying. The purple has washed out and I've got quite a bit of regrowth from the blonde bit.

I'm hungry. I just got home from work and I didn't eat dinner beforehand. Maybe I'll just go to sleep and eat tomorrow. I need to find some way of exercising if I'm not playing sport because I need to do something about this gut I've been growing.

You'd probably feel at home here.. we have a pretty good cross-section of football players-cowboys-soldiers that make up the bogan community. Them and I don't get along too well..

As for this place.. we have probably 150,000 people. It's starting to become more of a metropolis. There are countless big apartment buildings going up in the city. Though they aren't all that tall in comparison to Brisbane and co. This is a view of the city from my old apartment that I was evicted from because of one of my housemates and an asshole I used to call a friend:



Eggs benedict is basically toast, ham, poached eggs (since you don't really know eggs, poached eggs are made by cracking the egg in to boiling water and basically cooking it like a hard-boiled egg but without the shell.. it's pretty complicated to do and gets quite messy) and hollandaise sauce. I don't know where along the line I decided that there was meant to be cheese on it.. maybe I looked it up.. But when I make it I melt jarlsberg cheese on top. Because it's the best cheese ever.

I think you should try eggs.

Deathcab.. Like what I know, don't know very much. Introduce me, please.

Hope your weekend is good and that you don't get any foreign objects or substances in your vagina.
emoelf:
so sweet to find another person who has vomited all over their vag. how awkward is that?


thanks for getting back to me by the way. i got there and it turns out i'd miscarried. i didnt feel like i knew i should and that something wasnt right. looks like we should both trust our instincts huh.

hope you're having a rad weekend!

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i havent slept the last few nights because i am feeling overly affectionate. and because my bf is a dick i wont be cuddling him.he doesnt deserve it.

i have a body pillow to cuddle but its not the same. i feel like i am full of love, for the first time in a long time. and noone to give it to. i could probably...
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user0240_824028402:
Wow someone who isnt into public displays of affection! Thats rare! I too am the same,I find it sickening to watch a couple maul each other in the street,so I just dont do it! lol.

I don't live that near a shopping centre,but I travel into central London for uni twice a week,and Oxford Street just calls me every time frown Uh oh! Must learn some self control....
mrdamo:
guess he just doesnt know what he's missing..He should stop being a dick, and start lapping up your affection..if he doesn't, he's gonna lose out..
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im hiding today. so i dont have to be around insensitive jerks.

obviously im going to be extra emotional and over sensitive at the time, but i feel as though people are going out of their way to intentionaly upset and insult me.

yesterday, this fat guy that works next door came into my work with all his mates. i was clearing a table at...
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venillarose:
Your boyfriend makes me mad and I don't even know the boy. If you told him you wanted a bike then its a good present but if not he's a dick. and that last comment was really unneccesary. I think that goes to show you that you did the right thing about the baby. Do you really to be stuck with him in your life forever.

And as for that fat cunt just put laxitives or something in his food. And thats what sisters are for, they will always stick up for you.
Try and keep smililng.
lior:
This is going to sound really random, but did you used to work at the Tightrope store at Chermside? I think I've seen you there before, at least I saw someone with the same tattoo there...
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venillarose:
I don't know. I remember which rhyme you are talking about but I can't think of it. I'll let you know if it comes to me.
My friend was at Cirque de soleil, she said it was so good.
Hope your feeling better.
crimsonpetals:
Wats crackin at the beat?!I've danced my ass of there a few times hehe.

I always wished i could join the circus lol!
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my sisters took me to the zoo to cheer me up.
it was good. animals make me happy.
ecspecialy the ones that you can cuddle.
heres some photos.

p.s. thanks so much to everyone for your comments thru this shit time. im in a bit of pain, but im tough. i only have a few days left until my boobs shrink back to normal. im...
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sailorcandy:
well ive never packed again but i have a feeling from now on i shall be alot! haha
yea good old daddy, im a right daddys girl he will do anything i ask smile ehehe
u shud fondle them boobs! hehe x
static_life:
cool fun kiddo, hope you can find happiness without going to the zoo.

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tear filled blog- most traumatic day ever.

any of you that read my blogs will know that a few months ago i was pregnant. even though i was apparently infertile.
i had an abortion.
but i thought i was still pregnant after i had it done. i just had a feeling and everyone was saying i was stupid and in denial. but it was possible...
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jazabelle:
my gorgoeous girl, how brave and strong you are. and dont you dare let anyone convice you otherwise. much love and hugs for you. I only wish I could have been your pillow.
emoelf:
i am so sorry for what you have been through recently. abortions can be traumatic enough without everything else you've been though. i cant even imagine how you felt having to go through it a second time. i'm having one next week, so if you need to talk about anything i'm here
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im going to hospital tomorow..
please dont hate on me.
ive decided im not ready to have a baby.
i just cant get excited about it.
alot of people are angry at me right now.
ive always thought of abortion as being wrong but u shouldnt have an opinion on it until your actualy in the situation.
hopefully i can get someone to pick me...
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_ghost:
Hey hun, so sorry to hear this, it must have been a really tough decision for you to come to. But im glad it is the right one for you. it is an individuals choice, and people have to realise that. if i got pregant i think id do a Juno!
that aside i hope you had a good christmas and new year.
venillarose:
Abortion is a hard decision that no one understands until they have had to make it. I had one when I was 18 because my boyfriend was very abusive. Everyone had an opinion and tried to tell me what to do but in the end I made up my own mind and Im so glad I did.

Having a child with someone means you are stuck with them forever, even if you are not boyfriend girlfriend anymore they are always in your life. My husbands ex is constantly trying to interfere with our lives.

And no offense but your boyfriend is a cock sucker. You need him more than ever right now and whether he agrees with your choice or not he should at least pick you up after the operation.
If I was there I would pick you up and take care of you. You should seriously think about your relationship. Dont forget you only get one chance at life and if its wasted with someone you can't get that time back. You deseve better. Staying with him because you dont like breaking up with people is really not a good enough excuse not to.

But I dont really know your situation, just my advice from being in a lot of abusive relationships. There is someone out there who will treat you with the respect you deserve and wasting time with someone who doesn't just means less time with 'the one'.

But thats just my opinion, tell me to fuck off if you want. But i think you are making the right choice with the abortion. Good luck and be strong, its a hard thing to go through, especially alone. I know.
Hugs.
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my friends suck.

none of them want to travel with me.
and im sure its nothing personal.. because im cool as fuk.. obviously. ahahah

but seriously! they are like... i cant leave my bf/ gf... i dont have any money... ra ra ra.

im not planning on traveling the whole world. i just want to go to thailand or cambodia or something.

i guess it...
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crimsonpetals:
Yep she seems cool, i only got to briefly meet her, kasskore and i were leaving not long after she came along!Hopefully i'll get to meet her again soon sometime. I thought everyone was really nice and easy to get along with! blush
i_am_ghost:
That is.. actually pretty funny.. haha

Even though people don't mistake me for that girl in particular, I quite often get "give the movies to the lady" from dumb mothers at work talking to their children who don't really pay a lot of attention.

I've been to Brisbane a thousand times.. being the nearest capital city and having bigger aspirations than contentment with this shitty town. Just coming down for Soundwave and staying with a friend.. staying from the 18th to the 23rd.
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scorpius_cat:
Oh good plans. Good luck.
My sole resolution was to be nicer.....hmmmmm. biggrin
Sorry to say it but that chick is HOT so from a totally superficial point of view can't blame you for not being able to get her out of your mind!
hellbenttwir:
im shor i could work something out for u

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