lyris

I won't lie. This has probably been the worst three months of my life. It's been a rollercoaster from hell with nothing to ground me, nothing to hold onto to assure me that when it ended, it wouldn't be because I've died.

But, in desperate times, I am so eager to be happy that I can find solace in the slightest of things: a card...
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A while back, I bought a book at Powell's called "Hell Hath No Fury". It's a collection of women's letters at the end of a relationship. It's just fantastic. Today was a bit internally dramatic for no particular reason other than the fact that I chose to stare at a 15" screen for the better part of twelve hours and not really ever brave the...
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A while back, I bought a book at Powell's called "Hell Hath No Fury". It's a collection of women's letters at the end of a relationship. It's just fantastic. Today was a bit internally dramatic for no particular reason other than the fact that I chose to stare at a 15" screen for the better part of twelve hours and not really ever brave the...
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I managed to do something "interesting" last night. Thank god I didn't just go home at 8 and sleep on the Friday of Spring Break. That would have been lame. Of course, as it was, it didn't feel much less lame, but at least I wasn't wallowling.

Today I got up and watched Charade. Hurray for old movies where plot lines are thin and people...
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Apparently today is a posting on SG day.

I don't know why.

Amelie is definitely a movie to watch when everything seems horrible. It's nice to have a computer again because that means that I actually can watch movies if I want to.

The San Diego Zoo pandas are making me feel old and useless. I've been waking up so early lately that I can't...
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The pandas at the San Diego Zoo must particularly enjoy the night time. I can imagine that it is nicly quiet compared to their days.

I would like to thank the pandas at the San Diego Zoo for being particularly cute.
Thanks Pandas.

Maybe I'll thank the pandas in my Acknowledgements.

Stress is apparently not something I deal with well. For a long time I've just learned to ignore it. I tell myself that whatever it is probably won't matter at all in a year or two and that seems to calm me down. Not now, though. All of this stuff really does matter to me and I am convinced that it will continue to matter....
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Still sick like whoa.

Wish I could hear out of my left ear.

Wish I could do anything.

So sleepy.


So a couple of days ago I finally read Siddhartha. I know, I should have read it like ten years ago, but really, I think now was, for me, the perfect time psychologically to read it. So there. I enjoyed it very much. Now i'm...
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I never would have thought, but my party went extraordinarily well. I was sure that I would simply spend the entire time in my mom's little kitchen and cook in order to keep myself busy and avoid everyone, but I didn't. I enjoyed myself, I talked to people. And everyone seemed to have a really good time. It was so much better than I could...
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Holy Jesus. So I just invited a ton of people that I haven't seen since high school to a party at my house over break. I'm not sure what I was thinking but I think I've lost it. Really.

Last night, a few of us went to Union Jack's to see the lovely Marie and other incredibly hot, tallented girls. I had yummy drinks, shook my bootie when I got the urge and watched some delicious curves do some wonderful things in little or no clothing. what could be bad?