So I had a shitty weekend. My boyfriend choose weed over me. I know that a lot of you won't understand why I have a problem with this, but its not so much the weed, its the fact that he lied to my face about it when he was caught red handed. Im not a bitch, I've done so much for this man...um, i mean...
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aldremech:
I agree. Sunds like a wonderful idea 
schiavona:
Yeah, I'm not pleased at all with how it is now. Makes everything more difficult.
BTW...uber-total-hawt-sexiness!!!!!!! **rowr**
BTW...uber-total-hawt-sexiness!!!!!!! **rowr**
okay, so i woke up this morning to total chaos on SG. I don't know about everyone else, but I feel like it wasn't broken before, so why fix it? 
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thora:
Aw, you're superfab, lady.
lizaeth:
Because some wise ass once said that change is good. 
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tunnel_vision:
Congratz
mrsted_stryker:
YEs honey I am ALWAYS gonna love you! No matter where we are or waht we are doing, you will always have a huge piece of my heart!
Feel better love!
Feel better love!
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buffalobill45:
Terrifiicly sexy! can't wait for more! Your the one I've missed most of all! New name(to me) new photos, who could ask for more!
ayako:
Awesome! Thank you for the compliment ^_^ You are gorgeous! :]
Getting ready for my photoshoot and actually a little nervous. But ive seen this guys work and he's great, so maybe if I do this tfcd for him he will shoot me for SG. Im hoping so. Wish me luck all my darling SG friends.
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asylum643:
Good Luck
nickilove:
Glad someone would miss me!
Like the new and improved name, btw.
Hope the shoot is/was great!
Like the new and improved name, btw.
Hope the shoot is/was great!
So I'm modeling this weekend for a studio in Glastonbury. I've also signed up through this photographer to model for a seminar he is hosting with another photog I met on OMP called "Lighting the Female Form". Pretty excited because I have been so stagnant lately. I really want to make some connections and shoot another set. I've been itching since I've lost my weight...
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kiley:
i'm definetely going saturday and sunday
tinypixy:
Thanks baby! I almost didn't reconize you cause you had changed your pic 
I think your the sweetest and you have a great attitude too. I know we both struggle with depression and it means a lot to here that from you
Hope your doing good.....hit me up!
loves
tiny
I think your the sweetest and you have a great attitude too. I know we both struggle with depression and it means a lot to here that from you
Hope your doing good.....hit me up!
loves
tiny
Things are rough my sg darlings. My anxiety is out of control. Panic attacks seem to rule my life at the moment. Leaving the house is difficult. Even picking up my son from school (which I have to do in 10 minutes), makes me hyperventilate. I had to call my mom this morning when I dropped him off at school and talk to her on...
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tinypixy:
Thanks and I'm happy it makes you happy to see me fight the depression so hard but, babygirl you are going to have to do the same thing yourself. There IS medicine out theere that will take away your panick attacks.....believe me until I got on meds I didn't leave my house at all for almost two months.
Please get some help darling, you need it. You so sweet and beatiful......you deservr to live life to the fullest.
I have you in my thoughts
Please get some help darling, you need it. You so sweet and beatiful......you deservr to live life to the fullest.
I have you in my thoughts
justrodan:
*BIG HUGS!*
Don't worry - it'll be OK...
Don't worry - it'll be OK...
I read Scott's blog this morning and thought I would share because it so applies to me and my life also: I do this ALL the time. Maybe I need to find someone who is not wounded...is there actually anyone out there that is NOT scarred for life. I'm losing faith.
Foreward to JONATHAN SHAW's new book Narcisa which was released on Heartworm Press last...
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Foreward to JONATHAN SHAW's new book Narcisa which was released on Heartworm Press last...
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tunnel_vision:
Hmm ... I look around society today and see millions using drugs in an attempt to make the pain go away 
There are those of us who believe that our lives are predestined and that we should resign ourselves to our lots in life. Yet the truth is that it is up to each one of us to decide what that destiny will be. While each of us is born with a life purpose, it is up to us whether or not we will say yes...
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ash:
You make a destiny seem like a walk in the park, lol. I dunno whats been handed to *you*, but there arent any park walks in *my* destiny. I have never believed that my fate was completely in myhands because there are soooo many other factors in my life that are out of my control, and I think we've actually discussed this before because Im starting to find this convo familiar between u and I. I wish that you could force your surroundings to just naturally agree with what you planned for your life (goals and what not). If not aiming for a goal then .. what's there to *do*?
Yeah I have a feeling she might come back one day. Or maybe thats wishful thinking. And ever since she left she has little to say to me these days, so we've drifted a bit.
I wish that you could force your surroundings to just naturally agree with what you planned for your life (goals and what not). If not aiming for a goal then .. what's there to *do*?
Yeah I have a feeling she might come back one day. Or maybe thats wishful thinking. And ever since she left she has little to say to me these days, so we've drifted a bit.
tunnel_vision:
I bet you can't makeup your mind about what you are 
There are times when you may find that being around certain individuals or groups of people leaves you with feelings of discomfort. It may be that spending time with a particular friend feels draining or that dealing with a specific coworker exhausts you. Being around toxic or angry people is also draining. And you may even find that being surrounded by a crowd of people...
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tunnel_vision:
You can get positive feelings out of a person radiating bad or negative energy if you stand beside the fire as you burn them on the stake 
you will suddenly find yourself feeling all warm and comfortable
if you stand beside the fire as you burn them on the stake you will suddenly find yourself feeling all warm and comfortable Life is full of little wonders that can make us happy. The sound of a baby's laughter, a good book, the comforting smell of a favorite old sweatshirt, and the warmth from a cup of hot tea are simple pleasures that can easily put smiles on our faces. These "little things" are easily accessible to us and can be sources for finding happiness. A key...
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ash:
I have only one little delight that can override the ugliness in my life is the feeling I get every night when I snuggle up to my man to go to bed every night. Thankfully, it happens every night, lol.
renna:
You are such a sweetheart.
i cant talk too much cuz im currently down and out of course, over a male-it seems im going backwards instead of getting better, which i dont even understand. But i'll admit, i constantly need support and encouraging words and they def help. So im gnna pour it in your ears till they pop lol
-Shani, with looove
And yes, men do suck. I wish Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind were real-id def get this one erased, no looking back lol. If only
=/
-Shani