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well good news, im getting over him..

why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt give a shit about me? im better than that. and i hate games so i just dont care anymore. might be a harsh thing to say... but its true

i cant wait to get back to canada. thinkin about booking my flight tonight or tomorrow.. but too bad...
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deak:
it does get better you know, an usually guys are the ones who do all the wallowing and self pitty then loathing etc... so you im sure you will do better than i did... took me a long time, but i managed to do it , you can do it x
deak:
oh i got the job ! cheers smile
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the wost feeling, by far, is loving someone so much that you would do anything for them... but they dont feel the same way

ooo aaa
mark_plus_beer:
i felt like that once

i hope things work out for you kiss
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so i turned on the tv today and started watching this reality tv show. it was called "the hills" or something like that.

what happened was this couple broke up, but they agreed to meet up for lunch. He hurt her by calling her names and such and then he wanted them to get back together. He said he was sorry for being an idiot...
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franie:
Sorry about the relationship.
That show is garbage, don't watch it!
Talk to you later. smile
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is it too much to ask to be in a relationship where the guy adores me, and is happy to be together with me. i just want someone who includes me in their life and cares if i'm upset. someone who sends me msgs just to say they love me or they're thinking about me...

i just want to be loved

is that too much...
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grady31:
I'm beginning to believe that it is.............. frown
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wow. today was really good. matt came over and we went up to abbey road to where the beatles crossed the road. then we hung out in london a bit and then at night went ona jack the ripper walk..

aaah i dont want to leave here. but canada is better. not so much debt. and i can move out of where i am and...
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theknives:
Glad to hear you had a good day sweetie! smile
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holy shit. how am i supposed to leave something i want so bad? this sucks and i dont think i can do it. i mean im gonig to have to do it.. but its gunna hurt like a bitch. i dont want to give up my life, but i guess i have to. the government says so

i wanna get married
franie:
What is up with your government then? I am severly confused, and/or retarded. confused
Good luck with your choice, whichever it is. biggrin
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london sucks when you dont have friends

i mean do, but none i can just call up and say "hey, wanna go shopping for a few hours" or whatever

i miss having friends


but i also dont want to miss out on having a boyfriend... if i even have one
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so i think i want to give up alcohol for a while. it only makes me fatter.

also makes me think about things/people who i dont want to.

i just want a fresh start somewhere, but i dont wanna run away. guess i'll have to

i've never felt so alone
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jorryn:
Maybe if you give up booze it will give you the fresh start you need without running away?
Are you feeling so lonely because you are hoemsicj fro Canada?
metatag:
One of my friends gave up booze recently and he felt much better for it. He lost weight too.

He tends to over do things, so for him its all or nothing, but I cut down my alcohol intake a lot when I wanted to slim down a bit. I can do things in moderation, which he can't, but staying dry makes for good sleep.
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THINGS STALKERS DO

1) when you're out with people, tell a guy that he's with you to get him to not talk to you
2) follow you onto the train that you take
3) when you go onto a different carriage, trying to get away from him, he follows you
4) sits next to you, tries talking to you, you get up and move lots...
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sonofapunk:
Holy fuck hun! That guy coulda been some serious trouble! I'm glad nothing too bad happened to you!

Jesus.

You do what you can to stay safe and avoid fuckfaces like that from here on out, okay?

Like... Say that you have AIDS or something. Or walk like you shit your pants. NOBODY will ever stalk someone who just soiled themselves... NOBODY... Unless you're a creepy old Dutch dude who likes that shit.

Hehe. smile

Take care.
sonofapunk:
Sounds like mental fucking issues and a half to me!

Whoever you know through him or whatever, please make perfectly clear to him, in words that even HE can understand that you NEVER want to even hear his name again.

Creeps like this don't take "No" too easily, as I'm sure you know already.

Just be safe!
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grrrr i hate not knowing thats going on

im tired and getting grumpy. i hate being lied to.

what a bunch of crap i tell ya