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Friday Oct 16, 2009

Oct 16, 2009
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so i struggle with a thing called "im never going to be happy with my body"...it sucks, but its me. and right now i feel like a thousand pounds heavy. blah

anyways i got some tattooing done tonight. i fuckin hate being tattood. im working on my 3/4 sleeve. i just have the shading left to do in it so it all comes together. but holy fuck. i didnt realise how much it hurts right on the inside elbow. i almost killed him!! its lookin pretty rad though. i wish i could take a photo..maybe when its done. yeah i love it

work was ok. we had pizza for lunch. wow, cant bellieve they paid lol. it was nice though

ok..its late and i need to go be with the bf...

i'll write more tomorrow!!
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
franie:
I know what you feel about the body image issues. They can be a killer. I hope that you can manage the negative thoughts.
Oct 17, 2009
robotrogue:
Appointment is at 1pm. smile
Oct 17, 2009

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