anyone wanna do touristy things with me in london soon?
i have no one who i can force to come with me anymore
i have no one who i can force to come with me anymore
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well... i found my plane ticket home. just have to wait to talk to people back home to pick me up. im not telling anyone here, just going. i made my mind up about it today. not gunna get into the reason why, but lets just say i feel like i have no one here who cares about me. i hate being alone...
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tomasz:
i've been through quite a bit, maybe not as much as some or as much as you, but i still maintain a positive attitude about life.
exfiance whom i lived with for a year and a half, moved cities for, gave up my photography major and riding bmx, ended up cheating on me for 2 months and leaving me for another girl. i had $40k in debt and was hating life. joined the navy trying to be a diver or seal and get out of that town. i'm down to $9k in debt and almost ready to go to dive school, when i blow out my knee, delaying dive school or seals from september to may of 2008, plus reconstructive knee surgery and 9 months of painful rehabilitation not to mention i just recently had a girl toy with my heart and it's also been 10 months since i've had sex.
besides that though, life is good. i could say at least i have my health, but i'd be lying, haha. really though, life isn't great, but it's not bad. it's good. i know i'll ride my bike again, i'll be able to run again and swim. i have a mom and sister i love, friends i can count on, and life is good. period.
exfiance whom i lived with for a year and a half, moved cities for, gave up my photography major and riding bmx, ended up cheating on me for 2 months and leaving me for another girl. i had $40k in debt and was hating life. joined the navy trying to be a diver or seal and get out of that town. i'm down to $9k in debt and almost ready to go to dive school, when i blow out my knee, delaying dive school or seals from september to may of 2008, plus reconstructive knee surgery and 9 months of painful rehabilitation not to mention i just recently had a girl toy with my heart and it's also been 10 months since i've had sex.
besides that though, life is good. i could say at least i have my health, but i'd be lying, haha. really though, life isn't great, but it's not bad. it's good. i know i'll ride my bike again, i'll be able to run again and swim. i have a mom and sister i love, friends i can count on, and life is good. period.
pystol:
guys are the dumbest things ever.
well i hurt my ankle pretty bad. my new boots cut them up. but now my right ankle hurts so bad and its hard to walk.. it sucks
so i just woke up. had a weird dream. i was back at school and i had this boyfriend, then there was this new teacher that was our age and he went on a date with ashley...
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so i just woke up. had a weird dream. i was back at school and i had this boyfriend, then there was this new teacher that was our age and he went on a date with ashley...
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i love england. if i could, i would live here forever. i think it might be the fact that there are so many opportunities here and so much to do. i love how there are so many people and you can meet new people all the time.
back home in nanaimo, i know a lot of people. i'm not saying im popular or anything but...
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back home in nanaimo, i know a lot of people. i'm not saying im popular or anything but...
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sonja:
remote controlled planes...what the heck?
didyounotice:
How about combining England and Canada? We could swap, I'm tired out here.
...i really dont think im strong enough for this. i'm so hurt
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lensturtle420:
You are strong enough. You HAVE to tell youself that you can get through it. It's ridiculously hard, i know, but you will get through it. It'll take a while, but you will get there. Believe in yourself. 
sonja:
"Wednesday
MARCH 21, 2007 @ 03:42 PM
well good news, im getting over him..
why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt give a shit about me? im better than that. and i hate games so i just dont care anymore. might be a harsh thing to say... but its true(....)
he only wants to see me once, maybe twice a week for not a long time. so i guess its about time i got it through my thick head that no, he doesnt love me, NO he doesnt wanna spend time with me and YES hes probably found someone else. o well good luck to him"
just to remind you that youre strong you just need to believe in yourself, hon'!
MARCH 21, 2007 @ 03:42 PM
well good news, im getting over him..
why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt give a shit about me? im better than that. and i hate games so i just dont care anymore. might be a harsh thing to say... but its true(....)
he only wants to see me once, maybe twice a week for not a long time. so i guess its about time i got it through my thick head that no, he doesnt love me, NO he doesnt wanna spend time with me and YES hes probably found someone else. o well good luck to him"
just to remind you that youre strong you just need to believe in yourself, hon'!
why do i let myself get hurt?
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sonja:
..cause youre not listening to me?!
the world's full of guys, i mean okay, most of them are stupid, but there are still some nice ones out there!
the world's full of guys, i mean okay, most of them are stupid, but there are still some nice ones out there!
sonja:
i think they call it "friend with benefits".....
"A safe relationship, that mimics a real partnership, but is void or greatly laking jealousy and other such emotions that come with a serious relationship."
actually, thats what i thought, when i saw you guys together last year.it made me wanna punch him in the face. you deserve better,kim!
and i miss you, too very very much!!!
"A safe relationship, that mimics a real partnership, but is void or greatly laking jealousy and other such emotions that come with a serious relationship."
actually, thats what i thought, when i saw you guys together last year.it made me wanna punch him in the face. you deserve better,kim!
and i miss you, too very very much!!!
sooooooooooo... i was just on my bike then had a shower after. looked at myself naked in the mirror and almost died. im so so so gross its bad. gotta lose weight. im trying, maybe i'll try harder. this means i gotta cut out meat i suppose, i dunno. all i know is that im sooooooooooooo nasty
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metatag:
I dropped my weight from 191lb down to 162 lb over one year using weight watchers. You can eat anything you like, as long as you stick to the points. When I started keeping a diary of what I ate, I noticed that 25% of my points came from alcohol. 
I stopped WW a year ago, but I still keep an eye on portion sizes. My weight has gone back to 173 lb, which is not too bad.
The key things that I needed for WW to work were keeping the diary up to date, which I did almost every day for a year and also I cooked my own food. I learned that some dishes are very filling, but they don't have many points. For example, a plate pilled high with vegeatables, chicken breast, potatoes and gravy might only have 6 to 8 points. That would leave me feeling full for many hours. In contrast, a take away burger meal has about 20 points and it leaves me feeling full for about 20 minutes or less.
The trick is eating good food that leaves you feeling full, rather than energy rich fast food, which leaves you hungry soon after eating.
I stopped WW a year ago, but I still keep an eye on portion sizes. My weight has gone back to 173 lb, which is not too bad.
The key things that I needed for WW to work were keeping the diary up to date, which I did almost every day for a year and also I cooked my own food. I learned that some dishes are very filling, but they don't have many points. For example, a plate pilled high with vegeatables, chicken breast, potatoes and gravy might only have 6 to 8 points. That would leave me feeling full for many hours. In contrast, a take away burger meal has about 20 points and it leaves me feeling full for about 20 minutes or less.
The trick is eating good food that leaves you feeling full, rather than energy rich fast food, which leaves you hungry soon after eating.
deak:
u should see my pasty ginger ass gettin up in a mornin! now thats gross! an im hairier!
well good news, im getting over him..
why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt give a shit about me? im better than that. and i hate games so i just dont care anymore. might be a harsh thing to say... but its true
i cant wait to get back to canada. thinkin about booking my flight tonight or tomorrow.. but too bad...
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why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt give a shit about me? im better than that. and i hate games so i just dont care anymore. might be a harsh thing to say... but its true
i cant wait to get back to canada. thinkin about booking my flight tonight or tomorrow.. but too bad...
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deak:
it does get better you know, an usually guys are the ones who do all the wallowing and self pitty then loathing etc... so you im sure you will do better than i did... took me a long time, but i managed to do it , you can do it x
deak:
oh i got the job ! cheers 
the wost feeling, by far, is loving someone so much that you would do anything for them... but they dont feel the same way
mark_plus_beer:
i felt like that once
i hope things work out for you
i hope things work out for you
so i turned on the tv today and started watching this reality tv show. it was called "the hills" or something like that.
what happened was this couple broke up, but they agreed to meet up for lunch. He hurt her by calling her names and such and then he wanted them to get back together. He said he was sorry for being an idiot...
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what happened was this couple broke up, but they agreed to meet up for lunch. He hurt her by calling her names and such and then he wanted them to get back together. He said he was sorry for being an idiot...
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franie:
Sorry about the relationship.
That show is garbage, don't watch it!
Talk to you later.
That show is garbage, don't watch it!
Talk to you later.
is it too much to ask to be in a relationship where the guy adores me, and is happy to be together with me. i just want someone who includes me in their life and cares if i'm upset. someone who sends me msgs just to say they love me or they're thinking about me...
i just want to be loved
is that too much...
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i just want to be loved
is that too much...
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grady31:
I'm beginning to believe that it is.............. 
wow. today was really good. matt came over and we went up to abbey road to where the beatles crossed the road. then we hung out in london a bit and then at night went ona jack the ripper walk..
aaah i dont want to leave here. but canada is better. not so much debt. and i can move out of where i am and...
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aaah i dont want to leave here. but canada is better. not so much debt. and i can move out of where i am and...
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theknives:
Glad to hear you had a good day sweetie!
ps: do they have surfing in england? My friend lives in Ireland and says they do, but I say he's full of shit.