meh. that's all.
so, i got up this morning like usual at 730 and got my sleepy ass off to work. i was up late last night, but not too late, i actually forced myself to go to bed earlier than i wanted to, skipping out on some late night fun with the ladyfriend. i get to work at 830 to open the store, and...
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so, i got up this morning like usual at 730 and got my sleepy ass off to work. i was up late last night, but not too late, i actually forced myself to go to bed earlier than i wanted to, skipping out on some late night fun with the ladyfriend. i get to work at 830 to open the store, and...
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sweetiyvie:
That sucks. I have done that before too. I hope you and yr mom have a great night! 
Ahem.
... Edited to add:
I just discovered that for some reason, when you update your address in your account on amazon, it does not update your address on your wishlist. so, in looking to see how far back it shows purchased items from your list, i realized that someone had bought me a movie. to whomever that was, thank you. unfortunatly, if it...
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... Edited to add:
I just discovered that for some reason, when you update your address in your account on amazon, it does not update your address on your wishlist. so, in looking to see how far back it shows purchased items from your list, i realized that someone had bought me a movie. to whomever that was, thank you. unfortunatly, if it...
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rx:
you lived in the philippines? wow! thats awesome... its so beautiful there... how come you lived there? are you filipino or something? hmm.. we should go back there... manila is the shit! 
i miss manila.. i miss home...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i miss manila.. i miss home...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
jspooky:
Thanks for the birthday wish. As it turns out, I had a pretty good 21st. The only bar I could find open christmas morning at 12:01am was this gay bar on copper and san pedro. I had me a Corona with a wedge of lime and went home, satisifed in my legality. Woak up this morning, opened seom birthday/christmas presents. It was good.
How was your christmas? How'd the hair turn out?
mike
How was your christmas? How'd the hair turn out?
mike
allright kids. it's that time of year again. i have a candy-cane shaped tumor in my head, and that's right, it's telling me to kill Santa Claus. the music has to stop. the shoppers need to go home. no Christmas this year kiddos. sorry.
that jolly fat bastard sets foot in the store tomorrow, he's going to die. hopefully the elves are strong enough to...
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that jolly fat bastard sets foot in the store tomorrow, he's going to die. hopefully the elves are strong enough to...
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nightmares:
Damn I'm hungry for the weekend 
! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....
~Nightmares~
! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....
~Nightmares~
vanessa:
I effing hate christmas 
Did you end up going to the MM show last night? Of course, I was busy fighting for my scrawny body not to get trampled in the crowd, so I didn't get to see a whole lot of people there other than the crowdsurfers flying over my head...
Did you end up going to the MM show last night? Of course, I was busy fighting for my scrawny body not to get trampled in the crowd, so I didn't get to see a whole lot of people there other than the crowdsurfers flying over my head...
so i spent almost all of today in front of the computer working on a new picture. not for anything, just for me. and it felt good, to be doing something that i want to do, something that doesn't have to conform to the standards of my store, or any of my previous clients or whatever. this was all me. well, and my great grandfather,...
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laputa64:
looks very very cool. do you ever print any of your digital stuff out? snapfish.com will do photo quality copies of stuff for you, if your printer isn't up for the task. i know mine isn't. i like it though...especially the color contrast that the squid/octopus gives. very cool.
damn i'm tired. but i had a good night. i went out with katy and her friends to karaoke last night at one of the bars downtown. they go every week, and ususally have a great time. last night, however, the place was packed with just hideous people. these three were especially bad, two nasty fat hippy girls in clothes that left nothing to the...
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laputa64:
that is fantastic. so did you sing at karaoke. i would have loved to get to see that. hooray for fat people with no shame. they give you something to write about in your journal. *smile*
fireluver:
Oh, hold up one second. Katy is part of the tattooed girl gang who will defend members whenever necessary, and besides, Katy isn't gonna hurt anybody.
O.K., now where was I before I felt the need to defend my friend. Oh yeah, sex everyday would be spectacular. Not very realistic, but you know, I'd have to vote yes on it at this moment in time.
So, what's the sextuation with ms. katy????? You gettin' some a that er what???
So funny! Mr. Pants is leaving tomorrow morning for Vegas and he's so fucking nervous. My gosh, I've never seen him this nervous cept for the night of my birthday party when he took me home cuz I was a little buzzed and I stripped down and he gave me the full body massage. Now, I'd have to say he was a little nervous that night. Totally respectful, but pretty nervous. So, I'll compare his level tonight with the level of me bare skinned on my bed getting the lube'd up rub down the night of my birthday.
Well, talk to me soon cuz I'll be leaving on Sunday. Oh, Pulse tomorrow night????? I hope so cuz I got something supa killa to wear........
Dani pants
O.K., now where was I before I felt the need to defend my friend. Oh yeah, sex everyday would be spectacular. Not very realistic, but you know, I'd have to vote yes on it at this moment in time.
So, what's the sextuation with ms. katy????? You gettin' some a that er what???
So funny! Mr. Pants is leaving tomorrow morning for Vegas and he's so fucking nervous. My gosh, I've never seen him this nervous cept for the night of my birthday party when he took me home cuz I was a little buzzed and I stripped down and he gave me the full body massage. Now, I'd have to say he was a little nervous that night. Totally respectful, but pretty nervous. So, I'll compare his level tonight with the level of me bare skinned on my bed getting the lube'd up rub down the night of my birthday.
Well, talk to me soon cuz I'll be leaving on Sunday. Oh, Pulse tomorrow night????? I hope so cuz I got something supa killa to wear........
Dani pants
why is it that most people only update their journal when bad shit happens? it seems like the majority of journals i read are people bitching about something, whether it's shit that has happened, or their relationships, or how sad or alone they are. i'm guilty of it myself. it's not that i never have good news, i just don't usually think to tell everyone...
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jspooky:
20 grand this year alone? That's insane! Geez.
THe most my sister gets out of my parents is rent and utilities every month.
My parents are poorish though, so they definitely feel the pinch when my sis comes around at the beginning of every month.
Get this, they're both APS teachers... Haha.
Are you in school these days? Do you work?
And to answer my own questions, I'm a music major, clarinetist, at UNM and I work security at Dillard's in the Winrock mall. The job is boring as shit but they pay is right. As for the music, I'm thinking of quitting. Things have taken another turn for the worst.
Yes, another rant. I know, I know. I'll try to keep these things shorter in the future.
mlf
THe most my sister gets out of my parents is rent and utilities every month.
My parents are poorish though, so they definitely feel the pinch when my sis comes around at the beginning of every month.
Get this, they're both APS teachers... Haha.
Are you in school these days? Do you work?
And to answer my own questions, I'm a music major, clarinetist, at UNM and I work security at Dillard's in the Winrock mall. The job is boring as shit but they pay is right. As for the music, I'm thinking of quitting. Things have taken another turn for the worst.
Yes, another rant. I know, I know. I'll try to keep these things shorter in the future.
mlf
fireluver:
My new stars are doing great! You can see them on myspace! 
why the fuck am i still up? i have to get up for work in less than 5 hours...
sometimes i hate people. especially the little people. no, no midgets. i'm cool with them. i'm talking about kids.
yesterday we had these two little fuckholes come into the store and decide that vandalism is cool. these little bastards are maybe twelve or so, and they're in the store fairly often. well, yesterday, i saw them grab their bikes from just inside the front door...
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yesterday we had these two little fuckholes come into the store and decide that vandalism is cool. these little bastards are maybe twelve or so, and they're in the store fairly often. well, yesterday, i saw them grab their bikes from just inside the front door...
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nightmares:
See what happens when you have a shitty weekend? You go nuts. Now go and enjoy yourself!
~Nightmares~
See what happens when you have a shitty weekend? You go nuts. Now go and enjoy yourself!
~Nightmares~
vanessa:
Dude, I am the most gay human being ever.
It didn't even click to me that it was YOU I met last night until we were at Denny's. I was sitting there enjoying my english muffins and sprite and suddenly, it hit me. And I felt like a retard. Hahaha.
That damn club, there's so much smoke and strobe lights and my contacts get all filmy and I can't see people half the time.
But yeah...yay, we finally met, haha. And now you can verify I really am a nerd because you saw me doing my patented "stupid dances"
It didn't even click to me that it was YOU I met last night until we were at Denny's. I was sitting there enjoying my english muffins and sprite and suddenly, it hit me. And I felt like a retard. Hahaha.
That damn club, there's so much smoke and strobe lights and my contacts get all filmy and I can't see people half the time.
But yeah...yay, we finally met, haha. And now you can verify I really am a nerd because you saw me doing my patented "stupid dances"
I. Hate. Christmas. Music.
so, to get the damn crap out of my head, i'm going to take you way back to better times and better music. and perhaps too much information.
the albums i lost my virginity to:
Bauhaus - Burning from the Inside
Skinny Puppy - Too Dark Park
The Cure - Disintegration
yes, it was a long night.
*j
so, to get the damn crap out of my head, i'm going to take you way back to better times and better music. and perhaps too much information.
the albums i lost my virginity to:
Bauhaus - Burning from the Inside
Skinny Puppy - Too Dark Park
The Cure - Disintegration
yes, it was a long night.
*j
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nightmares:
Oh my god! Really! You must tell me this websites name!!!! 
nightmares:
Some time in January. I have a bunch of crazyness going on in December. Nail_Boy hooked me up with a photographer in San Diego, but I really really really want you to take pictures of me!!!!!!! And I really reall really want to meet you and JamisonJ! 
so, this morning at about six a 400 lb. Samoan decided to step on a landmine inside my head. i woke screaming with the worst migraine ever. they've been getting a lot worse lately, just in the last six months or so. i'm sure you my faithful readers and compatriots can figure out why. hmm, stress, you say? you win the prize behind door three!...
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fireluver:
I have drugs for you. Seriously, just holla! Thanks for hanging with us. Next time we'll do May Cafe for sure. Talk about yummy food, and tons of it! Maybe then Mr. Pants can come and hang out with us, too. Oh, and it seems you're mighty easy on the eyes yourself is what I heard from the mouth of Ms. Katy on the way home. Hhhhhmmm, could somethin' be a brewing here? We'll see! I know that Katy would surely like to see a little more of you, as would all of us! Yep, you got some new friends and you know what, new friends can sometimes help in those fucked up transitional periods. Alright, so you don't like turkey, whatever. We can all see a movie together, right? That's a cool Thanksgiving thing. Team America anyone???? Goodnight! Dani Pants
Thanks for hanging with us. Next time we'll do May Cafe for sure. Talk about yummy food, and tons of it! Maybe then Mr. Pants can come and hang out with us, too. Oh, and it seems you're mighty easy on the eyes yourself is what I heard from the mouth of Ms. Katy on the way home. Hhhhhmmm, could somethin' be a brewing here? We'll see! I know that Katy would surely like to see a little more of you, as would all of us! Yep, you got some new friends and you know what, new friends can sometimes help in those fucked up transitional periods. Alright, so you don't like turkey, whatever. We can all see a movie together, right? That's a cool Thanksgiving thing. Team America anyone???? Goodnight! Dani Pants
fireluver:
My Thanksgiving was good, but super long. Got into a knock down drag out with my baby daddy. He's an asshole. Times like that I wish I had a 400 pound Samoan bodyguard stepping on a landmine in his personal space. I get really tired of having shit thrown at me. It's funny cuz when my ex is talking to shit to me, I just run this through my mind......."Mr. Pants is with me, and baby daddy starts talking shit, and Mr. Pants cold cocks him and then we both just stand there and laugh." Then I kinda snap back into reality. Oh well, such is life I guess. So, hung at my Mom's and then just came home with my kiddos. Would of gone out with Miss Katy or caught a movie with all of us present, but had to be home. We'll catch a movie this weekend maybe??? I know Katy wants to see you again. I really had fun, and we just gotta make sure that we all get together more often. Oh, and thank you for the thoughts on my nipple blood. It was not a pretty thing, though they quit bleeding right away. It looks like some of the black came out with the scabby stuff that's coming off of them. I'm gonna have to have them touched up when they are healed. That sucks ass. Well, I'm gonna get to bed. I have to work tomorrow. Fun, fun! Call me soon!
Kept
you assume control of the helm of something
you just can't understand
and assumptions are the tool of the ignorant
and you thank all the wrong people
and seem so unreal
and lacking the feelings to notice
and you're indicating
the way you stare the way your hair
frames your lying mouth
my intuition left me here without the claws to know what's real...
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you assume control of the helm of something
you just can't understand
and assumptions are the tool of the ignorant
and you thank all the wrong people
and seem so unreal
and lacking the feelings to notice
and you're indicating
the way you stare the way your hair
frames your lying mouth
my intuition left me here without the claws to know what's real...
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vanessa:
Oooh, I'm going to Marilyn Manson for sure!!! I haven't seen them since the Antichrist tour in '97 (I had to skip ozzfest last year because i chose to go to lolla instead, or else I would have seen them there) so I'm really fucking excited.
I'm friends with the artist formerly known as Twiggy Ramirez now so...that's kind of odd.
But anyhoo...I don't think there's any other good shows coming up...although being I just got back from Washington, I'm kind of out of the loop.
I'm friends with the artist formerly known as Twiggy Ramirez now so...that's kind of odd.
But anyhoo...I don't think there's any other good shows coming up...although being I just got back from Washington, I'm kind of out of the loop.
laputa64:
Awww!!! Thank you for the birthday wishes. I feel so loved! my birthday was great.
so, it's been almost two years since i've painted anything. i haven't finished anything since january of 03. i started a couple things in the two or three months following that, but never got around to finishing them. i think i could possibly be done with painting. i just can't seem to get inspired anymore. photography and digital art seem to be the way my...
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melody:
thats fuckin awesome... u rock