momentarily. (another randomly inspired haiku)
a flood of emotions goes through my core
in
out
casually interacting
between glances and stares
words and anticipation
numb minded
silly stare i give to you
looking for something? but
let me digress, for a moment
to tell you,
I crave you.
maybe its not you i crave,
but craving to crave
and not having you
keeps these surges...
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a flood of emotions goes through my core
in
out
casually interacting
between glances and stares
words and anticipation
numb minded
silly stare i give to you
looking for something? but
let me digress, for a moment
to tell you,
I crave you.
maybe its not you i crave,
but craving to crave
and not having you
keeps these surges...
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ugg. is it really 1130pm? 
sonofabeach:
yes, do you know where your children are?????????????????
luxdivon:
what children??? i have children? oh you must mean my cat. my baby elliott is inside cuddling with me. 
i think its time to start my tattoo research. anybody know of any good sites for tattoo pictures or books?
heff:
Depends on what your looking for. I know some good art sites.
I am still doing my research for my tattoo, also making sure i really really want it...
Heff
I am still doing my research for my tattoo, also making sure i really really want it...
Heff
luxdivon:
i want orchids. flowers. i like colorful or abstract. or kindasorta okeefe style. its going to be alot of research 
and a long time till i actually get it. money$$$ sux.
i understand about the really really wanting. i dont at all regret the first small one i got. but i want to feel the same way about getting another one too.
and a long time till i actually get it. money$$$ sux.
i understand about the really really wanting. i dont at all regret the first small one i got. but i want to feel the same way about getting another one too.
a moment of inspiration at 2 am last night.
A haiku
Dancing
she dances so free her heart breaks into pieces
puddles of anticipation as she awaits her fate
she can't be tamed, not this fire, tonight - - she sways with the wind, and the pure delight of rebellion
- so fine so strong -
beyond being; left with someone, to hold her reins,...
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A haiku
Dancing
she dances so free her heart breaks into pieces
puddles of anticipation as she awaits her fate
she can't be tamed, not this fire, tonight - - she sways with the wind, and the pure delight of rebellion
- so fine so strong -
beyond being; left with someone, to hold her reins,...
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sonofabeach:
Thats nice.
luxdivon:
thanks.
thanks. To finally enjoy a moment.
Peacefully without spinning distracted
Torment-held, disaster impending
Chaos reign.
Free from others holding my reins
Free to think unafraid
I hear music. I look at randomness of words and faces and smiles.
I see mintues pass, as the rain pours down again.
Yet finally, it has stopped.
It has stopped within.
Running
Running
Running
Emotion: like leaves blowing in every...
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Peacefully without spinning distracted
Torment-held, disaster impending
Chaos reign.
Free from others holding my reins
Free to think unafraid
I hear music. I look at randomness of words and faces and smiles.
I see mintues pass, as the rain pours down again.
Yet finally, it has stopped.
It has stopped within.
Running
Running
Running
Emotion: like leaves blowing in every...
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sedh:
very beautiful 
see u later
kisses
see u later
kisses
luxdivon:
thanks.
i think i'm going to use my SG journal for my random poetic outbursts. i wrote another one yesterday. ciao.
i think i'm going to use my SG journal for my random poetic outbursts. i wrote another one yesterday. ciao.
my god do they make it horrendous to upload a accurate fitting profile pic. ....looks like i'll have to take more
cathartic experiences rock my world.
cathartic experiences rock my world.
thanksgiving turkey day. turkey turkey. cranberries. oh my love for turkey and cranberries. and too damn many slices of pumpkin pie 
just gives a moment to pause and think
what are we thankful for?
just gives a moment to pause and think
what are we thankful for?
i'm a shy girl. but i've gone out on a limb. and posted some of my prettiest pictures. its strange to be shy with exhibitionistic tendencies. sucide girls. i idolize and fantasize as tongues sweet lips, of as beautiful on the inside as out, women can be.
catholic taught i'm intrigued and caught between sweet tender love and submitting to your thoughts, as
i spiral...
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OFFICIAL Fight Club insult post
you speak in loops. you are too fuckin..loopy!
make up your mind what you "crave". until then.....
Get The Fuck Off My Porch!!!