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I cannot wait til I get to be back home with my old my friends. July. It's not that far away... or so i have to keep telling myself. Before then i have so much other happy things to do but i just dont think it can get here fast enough lol.

Dont get my wrong i wish philly and nyc would last forever with my wonderful friends and family. But i have known im going to comic con and will see my friends, i have known i would be back home, and this is the first time i am honest to god fucking excited about it. They WANT to see me.

My former best friend logged on to aim for hte first time in a month to tell me he missed me. i was asleep so he left me a message. "I miss you and can't wait to see and hang out with you again". This was first best friend ever who i could talk about anything with. When my brothers relapsed he was there to hold my head in his lap while i cried my eyes out over it. I forgot all these thigns. His current lady love is one of my current best friends. The only person back home that really bothers to keep up with what im doing and who i talk to regularly. Honestly i think i only have two people at this point iw ould even consider putting best in front of friends for..... and one only gets the title because i can't think of anything more appropriate to dub him. What's higher then best friend? He's my BESTEST BEST FRIEND!!!!

Anyways. Im blogging because i can feel the excitement in me. To meet up with them, walk around downtown, eat shitty pizza at allt eh shitty pizza places we know, go out to Balboa park with my friend (a photographer) and possibly take pictures or model for some. Walk teh beach with them..... and of course take and send tons of pictures to my eastcoast buddies. ahaha. I have not ever been so homesick or so excited to go home as i am right now. I was kind of dreading it. I won't have much internet access for the at least i a week i am down there so texting will have to do. And i will miss my buddies on here... but then again nobody can keep me away from a computer fo long... so im sure i'll come on and update as i can.

OMG. OMG. Hahah im going home in a few months

I have never missed the beach before in my life... i always lived on it and hated the smell but right now i cannot WAIT to make everyone meet me on the strand for a nice bon-fire at sunset.

The best part of this is my dream last night

I dreamt and i am not kidding at all. That i was so homesick for these two friends of mine that i flew out there with my boyfriend. Just for a day. In a dream th flight didn't take that long lol. And we met up and harassed a guy that cut me in line.. and got him arrested for trying to body slam me in public lol, took pictures, walked around the old neighborhood, walked through Hillcrest (MY old neighborhood wiht my ex) sang songs from the musical in highschool at hte top of our lungs, and solved a mystery that had been plaguing the royal family (in my dream san diego had a royal family i guess lol). And i woke up to find my former bestie tried to get ahold of me and sent me an i miss you message. Iit was awesome.


So to sum it all up.

I am so excited to be going home in July for comic con. I really am. I cannot wait to see their smiles and make them laugh so hard they can't breathe again. And then revive them from their suffocation with rediculous musical songs. OMG IM GOING HOME!!!!!!!