The last couple days have been on and off rough for me.
Well I take that back. They've been awesome and then all of a sudden something really shitty happens. And it sucks.
Lately i've been really moody and upset because i realized that November 5th, in 3 days i was supposed to be getting married to the love of my life. He was supposed to have a job and have bought me a wedding ring, right now i was supposed to be at my bachlorette party and getting my hair done. And in 3 days i was going to get to see my whole family together and more importantly sober for the first time EVER. My brothers have been high and drunk since i was born and i certainly have never seen them together and both sober.
But i have been upset over this for the past days.
So this is how my week started off rocky. Ontop of that we had a bitch filled halloween (took the boyfriends whole family out trick or treating there were 6 of us in total) thanks to my boyfriends mom and sister. Who would not shut up the whole 2 hours. There was a point he and i stepped out of the car for a minute and came back to screaming at the top of their lungs.
And then tonight came the real capper. Apparently my boyfriends grandmother has been on a fucked up mission to convince his little brother that because my boyfriend is dating me means he doesn't love him anymore. Despite that we live in michigan to be near him, have him over to out house almost every week she lets us, take him everywhere, come over to visit him and all this she tells him constantly that my boyfriend does not love him anymore. And today Boo (the little brother) told him that. That Nan told him he doesn't love him anymore.
Come on. can't we get a damn break? BAH!
However there have been a few saving graces as i try to keep myself in good spirits. Talking with InnocentSid, Dainty and a few others in chat have really kept me happy and smilling these last few days. I dont have many friends in Michigan, everyone i know lives in california and it really means a lot to me to have friends on here i can talk to. Thanks to all of you. You mean so much.
Well I take that back. They've been awesome and then all of a sudden something really shitty happens. And it sucks.
Lately i've been really moody and upset because i realized that November 5th, in 3 days i was supposed to be getting married to the love of my life. He was supposed to have a job and have bought me a wedding ring, right now i was supposed to be at my bachlorette party and getting my hair done. And in 3 days i was going to get to see my whole family together and more importantly sober for the first time EVER. My brothers have been high and drunk since i was born and i certainly have never seen them together and both sober.
But i have been upset over this for the past days.
So this is how my week started off rocky. Ontop of that we had a bitch filled halloween (took the boyfriends whole family out trick or treating there were 6 of us in total) thanks to my boyfriends mom and sister. Who would not shut up the whole 2 hours. There was a point he and i stepped out of the car for a minute and came back to screaming at the top of their lungs.
And then tonight came the real capper. Apparently my boyfriends grandmother has been on a fucked up mission to convince his little brother that because my boyfriend is dating me means he doesn't love him anymore. Despite that we live in michigan to be near him, have him over to out house almost every week she lets us, take him everywhere, come over to visit him and all this she tells him constantly that my boyfriend does not love him anymore. And today Boo (the little brother) told him that. That Nan told him he doesn't love him anymore.
Come on. can't we get a damn break? BAH!
However there have been a few saving graces as i try to keep myself in good spirits. Talking with InnocentSid, Dainty and a few others in chat have really kept me happy and smilling these last few days. I dont have many friends in Michigan, everyone i know lives in california and it really means a lot to me to have friends on here i can talk to. Thanks to all of you. You mean so much.
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allgeorfedup:
i dont have a life so im always free to talk
tiger_fodder:
Thanks for the ballsacks! 