okay here is a new entry because i fucked up again. after all that shit went down at work i just got more and more enraged and today when i had to drive the truck i couldn't get the gears i was looking for and just wasn't at home, today. need a break. four more shifts then they can disappear for an eternity. i have not the willpower to continue this shit. too much time spent turning inwards, in bouts of internal rage wanting, of a target with which to disperse said sentiment.
AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
maybe this time at the pub (bar chicky) will make me happy. but i highly doubt anything will come of this. just seems like that's all there is to the story. the end. so swift so painless so uneventful, and glorious, in it's lack of desire to be more than empty ether.
rant complete, for now
SORRY to all friends i take it out on. even those who would never read this
AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
maybe this time at the pub (bar chicky) will make me happy. but i highly doubt anything will come of this. just seems like that's all there is to the story. the end. so swift so painless so uneventful, and glorious, in it's lack of desire to be more than empty ether.
rant complete, for now
SORRY to all friends i take it out on. even those who would never read this
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We leave your city of Sydney on Saturday morning, so Saturday eve is a no go for us losers. We will be back in Brisbane fox trotting to whirlwind heat with merchgirl. He doesnt know it yet either, but hes driving so we can drink. He also doesnt know that we are staying at his place the night, in his bed..
You are more than welcome to join us at the gaelic on Friday night to see the mess hall and whirlwind heat. We will be there thrusting away. This is why we will be in your city of Sydney.
Where can we stay? will you pay for us to stay in Kings Cross? Or should we just stand on the corner like the rest of the girls?
Any of the above is tops.
We will get back to our beers now.
Ta, ta, see you, bye.
BACON