By the numbers of people who looked at my last blog, I guess that some people are interested to see where my new business ventures will take me. I don't like to disapoint, so here goes. I got some interest from people. I have two "Dates" set up for sunday.
1. Sunday afternoon. Nice (Seeming) gentleman wants to watch me shit and piss. Will compensate for my time. No sexual contact. I better eat my bran.
2. Later in the evening. Cute older guy wants me to top for him. This will be trickier. Can I keep an erection for something like this? I get hard alot, but my mind also wanders. I guess that's what cock rings are for.
There are some other people I am talking to. Been propositioned for some unsafe type stuff. Offered alot of money to bareback. As much as I love skin on skin.....no. As a good friend said, I do not want an ass full of aids. Thank you very much. Again, curious to track my mindset after these. We will know on sunday if I am cut out for this. I am thinking the answer is yes. Big thank you to all of you that I have talked to and your differing views on this. I love that most of you will stand by me. Got to find our own way how we can. We are the ones we've been waiting for. Lets get out and break some taboos.
Been reading a book that is a bunch of conversations between the late great Will Eisner, and the still alive great Frank Miller. Fantastic read. 2 people from very different schools, both passionate about the comics medium. It's almost funny to me when people say they don't read graphic novels, or "Comics". Some of the best writers working today are working in the comics field. It's not beholden to big money like film or television is. So the range of topics that can be tackled are much broader. But it is still a visual medium, so it has the potential for such great strength that prose novels are lacking. The shame that many comic fans carry around with them is appaling. The fact that at this point in time the sequential art narrative medium can still be considered for kids is just ridiculous. People are embaressed to carry around graphic novels. I laugh at the people who don't read them. You are the fuckers missing out. The freshest ideas happening. Not to say that everything is roses and cheery. Problems with the form like any other. The incestuous cannabalising of the same characters for 50 years? Not so good.
Jesus. That was a rant. The danger of surrounding me with comics.
I watched RENT with the bannana the other day. I forgot how much I love that story. It's been about 5 years since I first saw it. I loved it then, but I don't think it resonated as strong as it does now. Had friends lose the fight against the ninja. More friends are sick now. The reality of a slow death, lesions and all. It hit like a brick fucking wall this time.
You might ask "if this horror of the monster virus is in you, why sell yourself?" I suppose the answer, as always is, calculated risks. Any of us could catch anything, from anyone. It doesn't matter how much you trust someone, it only takes once. I like to think I've learned that lesson. If you protect yourself as much as possible, you are protected as much as possible. I think that a majority of people I know are more at risk fucking their Significant other that they trust implicitly, than I will be selling my tight young little body. I think that loss of innocence and rose colored glasses that I used to have has been bothering me a bit as of late. God knows I've given plenty of people plenty of reasons not to trust me, but when I had my dick torn off like that, it's not healing. Have to grow up and see the world and it's people for what the actually are, not what we want them to be. Or fear that they are. I don't want to. Gotta grow up sometime. Come sit on my cock.
1. Sunday afternoon. Nice (Seeming) gentleman wants to watch me shit and piss. Will compensate for my time. No sexual contact. I better eat my bran.
2. Later in the evening. Cute older guy wants me to top for him. This will be trickier. Can I keep an erection for something like this? I get hard alot, but my mind also wanders. I guess that's what cock rings are for.
There are some other people I am talking to. Been propositioned for some unsafe type stuff. Offered alot of money to bareback. As much as I love skin on skin.....no. As a good friend said, I do not want an ass full of aids. Thank you very much. Again, curious to track my mindset after these. We will know on sunday if I am cut out for this. I am thinking the answer is yes. Big thank you to all of you that I have talked to and your differing views on this. I love that most of you will stand by me. Got to find our own way how we can. We are the ones we've been waiting for. Lets get out and break some taboos.
Been reading a book that is a bunch of conversations between the late great Will Eisner, and the still alive great Frank Miller. Fantastic read. 2 people from very different schools, both passionate about the comics medium. It's almost funny to me when people say they don't read graphic novels, or "Comics". Some of the best writers working today are working in the comics field. It's not beholden to big money like film or television is. So the range of topics that can be tackled are much broader. But it is still a visual medium, so it has the potential for such great strength that prose novels are lacking. The shame that many comic fans carry around with them is appaling. The fact that at this point in time the sequential art narrative medium can still be considered for kids is just ridiculous. People are embaressed to carry around graphic novels. I laugh at the people who don't read them. You are the fuckers missing out. The freshest ideas happening. Not to say that everything is roses and cheery. Problems with the form like any other. The incestuous cannabalising of the same characters for 50 years? Not so good.
Jesus. That was a rant. The danger of surrounding me with comics.
I watched RENT with the bannana the other day. I forgot how much I love that story. It's been about 5 years since I first saw it. I loved it then, but I don't think it resonated as strong as it does now. Had friends lose the fight against the ninja. More friends are sick now. The reality of a slow death, lesions and all. It hit like a brick fucking wall this time.
You might ask "if this horror of the monster virus is in you, why sell yourself?" I suppose the answer, as always is, calculated risks. Any of us could catch anything, from anyone. It doesn't matter how much you trust someone, it only takes once. I like to think I've learned that lesson. If you protect yourself as much as possible, you are protected as much as possible. I think that a majority of people I know are more at risk fucking their Significant other that they trust implicitly, than I will be selling my tight young little body. I think that loss of innocence and rose colored glasses that I used to have has been bothering me a bit as of late. God knows I've given plenty of people plenty of reasons not to trust me, but when I had my dick torn off like that, it's not healing. Have to grow up and see the world and it's people for what the actually are, not what we want them to be. Or fear that they are. I don't want to. Gotta grow up sometime. Come sit on my cock.
They're the shit, so to speak.
Don't ask why I've tested all the major brands...
...because it's really rather a non-story.