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lukawarm

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Saturday Apr 16, 2005

Apr 16, 2005
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not exactly sure what the hell is going on with my emotions lately... its not that estrogen induced maliase that normally the general populous would blame it on.... see, i'm not a real... clinging or needy person in any sense but lately all i want is... someone. like a companion. not even exactly a lover.
(holdon. choking dog....) ok.
water heals all...

anyway. right. with the increasingly sunnier weather, i thought my disposition would improve. but the littlest tiniest things set me off and my eyes awellin'
yesterday, for example, while stopped at a red light, i noticed a young man immerge from his car with hat tilted aside, shades over his eyes... looking as he crossed the street and pulled his shirt away from his skin as the breeze blew it too close. he had these purple tulips in a bunch clutched close to his heart.. and this look on his face i cant even describe. like his heart was whispering into the flowers a message for the reciepient.

this put my night off kilter with 3 glasses of red and lots of tears.
brookelynne:
Did you put him back? Ganesh, that is.

I spent the day at the park, gorgeous day.
I can feel summer creeping in.
I saw a dandelion pushing up through the sidewalk. love
Apr 16, 2005
hoaxoner:
I can relate to what you say and feel. Its hard to describe in words. feelings of loneliness? love? sharing? companionship? delicate and emotional feelings?
makes me want to listen to morrissey.
interesting people will attract interesting people.
I like your profile. very similar interests we share.
By the way, I just booked Jean Grae and Jennifer Johns for a show in June.
Apr 17, 2005

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