luffy

I'm feeling quite Existential today, and wanted to say

Life has been proposed as a series of random events. These events are all strung together by no common purpose, but simply by the whims of the individual who partakes in them. This is by no means a depression rant. so Please Don't take it that way.

These symbols we use to communicate the desires of our hearts can at any point be brought back to the fact that we all speak the language of arbitrary and meaningless cries.
Some of these cries are more stifled than others, and we use our presence to manipulate, intimidate, attract, repel, express, denote victory or failure, and to simply be heard.

So why then are so many of us lost? Why is every day such a struggle for us to get from point A to point B?
In the back of my head, I know that nothing I do will ever have any objective meaning.
None whatsoever, until the rest of you decide to take my actions and place the same meanings as I do for them, right?
Are the things we fight for real, or are they just a way of coping with the random sequences that life deals to us?


See, I'd like to believe that what I'm doing has a purpose, and that there is something governing the world, and that in the end everything will piece itself together to produce the chronicles of my life. That I can look back on what I've done and be proud of it, as having meaning, and making the most sense to myself.

That is the answer to the nihilistic problem that I myself have witnessed first hand.

That moment when you realize, "Who am I?" "What does anything I do even mean?" "Who says I have to do this, or be like that?"
That one moment when I am faced with myself as being a random combination of electrical impulses, fibers, proteins, molecules, and assimilated personality traits.
Me.


Well,
Whatever happens in this life from now until death, I'm happy to go full force at it and take advantage of whatever I can. I'm very thankful for the people in my life, and the opportunities that I have. I'm amazed at the power I've developed throughout this sequence of events. I've nothing to do, but remain positive and challenge the problem of living a meaningless life. I'm certain that I'll find my true meaning sooner or later
Just wanted to share a few cents

Now off to play some videogames befoer meeting up with an old friend
Its the boy's birthday today and he's in saskatchewan picking up a friend, so I'm going to shout Happy Birthday to him and hope he hears :3
Okay bye bye


Find Yourself In Freedom- Tumblr

[EDIT]
Why look who it is!!!
Is that hkwench...? It IS She's Pink!!