luffy

Hello Sg!
Here I am today with no make up on, nothing! Woke up an hour and a half ago to one of the best dreams I've ever had! Not the best as in the most intriguing plot or anything, but I just woke up feeling really really comfortable... like I had a sense of control for the future. I really don't know how to explain this feeling, but it goes hand in hand with a blog I wrote a couple of weeks ago, where people have challenged this love interest I'm pursuing, therefore challenging me... This feeling I got this morning totally kicked its ass! HAHA!
Ahhh what a great feeling!

*MUAH*
This year is flying by! Holy shiza!!! Pretty soon I will be back in school! I've become quite ambitious about it, now that I'll have research support behind me. So much to do, so little time! I know procrastination is going to try getting the better of me, but I have some places I can go to minimize that whole thing. I can't wait to start up again! I have my enrollment appointment next Monday, and then I have to slowly get things ready from there.

Its a little nerve wrecking, but I want to finish my undergrad, so I can decide what my next step is. I kind of want to move to the US after, but I shall see... That looks pretty daunting right now!! It wouldn't be forever, as I have my sights always on Japan, but again, we shall see what happens. I have to get myself into the know hows of the foundations for psych and philo first, because I'm setting out to make a difference!... somehow

There's been so much on my mind lately! I think I'm finally beginning to see that the world isn't as pretty and nice as I once though. I'm learning so many things about how I want the future to look. Its a nice... yet humbling experience, but I'm defiantly excited to see things through.

Seriously... I can't get that dream out of my head. Not so much the stuff in it, but the way it made me feel this morning. I have a rush of motivation... and It just gave me a happiness that was really extremely simple! Ohh I want to see him so badly! lol
Ohh well... i need to get up and ready for my only shift this week...
(isn't that terrible)... I can't wait to start at my new job!

^ yes ..more of my lounge music...