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I think I should just take the time to say Thank You.
I have a lot of support here on SG, as well as in my 'other life'.
There are a lot of wonderful people who help keep me smiling day in and day out.
For some reason, I'm feeling hella weird right now... like Something's wrong... like I should be doing something, but I can't see in front of me. I'm exhausted, and lost, and yet there are SO MANY people who love and care for me everywhere I turn.
I would crawl into my little cocoon for a little while, but I am feeling too compelled to a few people to want to do that right now.
Edited to add this... Listen to it!!

I wanted to take the time to bring to the forefront some names of the people here on SG, who have continued to make my smiles grow larger and larger, and that keep me from leaving my computer screen as well
These names are not in any particular order, but I will try my best to get all the people that have been huge supporters for me.

Kay... Lets see...
The order doesn't mean squat!
The guys...
Jokster1979 , polymer_boy, The_Alpha_Jan, thewineguy, CuriousTomcat , edge101 , ZAZEN8, Alfaduetto, Guitarpicker, Apharmdrum, MutantBaby1, Ninjack, NickStone, AcidEvangelist , RemoD66, Darkchocolate, TheFreddy, Raziel666, the_captain
These guys are such wise, compassionate, empathetic, pleasant, respectable, and open minded, and I really cherish their friendship on this site
Thanks for your heartfelt support... all of you!
Then there is a certain someone...antihero43... I'm really glad to have met him, he's wonderful! I hope his training is going well

The ladies...
Okay, there are so many of you!!! Holy crappers!
I love you all, and can't even attempt to get all of your names down
... sorry
BUT
You all should know who you are.
In your own ways you have helped me learn a lot about myself, the world around me, and what it means to be strong, even in a place like SG... and experience that you will never repeat in your lifetime... I can guarantee that !

The inspirations...

From Vice and Xiu, to AlissaBrunelli, Talamia, Dwam, Holley, Glitch... there are a lot
Some of my favorite inspirational girls, the ones that MOVE this site forward. I'm really glad you are on board, and I hope to meet at least one of you while I'm here

So from the bottom of my heart, I thank all of those, who I have mentioned and who I have mentioned in my heart (not in print) I thank you guys for all the love and support you've shown me from day 1!

To all the hopefuls; I am so happy and proud of your choice to showcase your intimates to the world. I tell you... its not an easy thing to do Hang in there! You have all given me such strength, and I really appreciate that!

Ohh and before I end this... [it's off topic] I just wanted to say that yesterday I was at a Chinese restaurant before work, and an elderly Chinese woman, who I'm guessing co owned the restaurant came by and gave me (what I thought) was a weird look for a while. Then she went and sat down. When she got up again, she continued to look at me as she went to the counter. When she arose from the counter, she did so with a big glass of water, and was heading towards me. Then she placed it down and said "Here."
That one little act of kindness was enough to light up my whole day! I didn't ask for it, nor was I even thinking about it, but she went out of her way to provide that for me...
That is just an example of how much I appreciate the little things that make the bigger things in life possible

I'm going to go back to soul searching now, and watching anime ( it helps me do that for some reason). I hope you all are doing well!
xoxo

P.S
I'm sorry for those I've missed!

I'll keep the motivation close to my heart! and smile away the darkness!